Bless those who persecute you;

       bless and do not curse.

      —Romans 12:14

      Dedicated to my family and my friends.

       Thank you, all of you. You’re the best!

      CONTENTS

      CHAPTER ONE

      CHAPTER TWO

      CHAPTER THREE

      CHAPTER FOUR

      CHAPTER FIVE

      CHAPTER SIX

      CHAPTER SEVEN

      CHAPTER EIGHT

      CHAPTER NINE

      CHAPTER TEN

      CHAPTER ELEVEN

      CHAPTER TWELVE

      CHAPTER THIRTEEN

      CHAPTER FOURTEEN

      CHAPTER FIFTEEN

      CHAPTER SIXTEEN

      QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION

      ONE

      Northwind Island punctured the fog bank ahead. At the back of the motorboat, Peta Donald bounced on the slick wooden seat, gritting her teeth to ride out the short bumpy trip into the Bay of Fundy.

      Coming home was going to kill her.

      But she couldn’t turn around now. Besides, Danny had called her, quite out of the blue, and asked her to come to his thirtieth birthday party. Not many ex-girlfriends got such an invitation.

      And, well, after what she’d done to Danny, she had to come.

      The open ferry hit another cold wave, and she cringed in anticipation of the hard bump. Salt water sprayed her, stinging her eyes and chilling her more than the early July day should.

      “Sorry,” the operator tossed over his shoulder. Peta swiped her face, knowing there was really nothing he could do. The choppy sea wouldn’t calm just because she was on it.

      By now, she could make out the wharf and some bold herring gulls searching for a free lunch. At five miles in length, Northwind Island was too small for anything but one village and one wharf. Sustained years ago by the dulse and herring industries, and now by its retirees, the island still looked the same. The trees had thickened, but the steeple of the island’s only church still pierced the misty skyline.

      Hopefully, she’d have time for Sunday service. Though it was Tuesday, Danny’s birthday wasn’t until Friday, and she’d be leaving Sunday afternoon. She should be able to manage it, and Danny wouldn’t care one way or the other.

      He hadn’t talked to her in a year. Then, after all that silence, he’d called with his invitation. “I’m turning thirty. You’ve got to come and help me celebrate.”

      Reluctance had washed over her. “I’m hardly welcome on Northwind.”

      “Don’t sweat it, girl. They hate everything here.”

      “Then why are you still there?”

      Peta had felt Danny’s heavy silence all the way to her Toronto apartment. “It’s my parents’ house,” he’d finally said. “I didn’t want to leave it. Not to these people.”

      Leave it? Peta had wondered what he’d meant by that comment, but said nothing. Instead, she’d changed the subject.

      “Did you quit working for Gary Marcano?” She’d really hoped so, even after all this time. Guilt had a long memory. She should never have introduced the two men. Marcano was dangerous and manipulative, but she hadn’t realized that until after the introduction.

      “Oh, yeah, sure.”

      No, he wasn’t, she’d suspected, but she hadn’t felt like pushing the issue over the phone.

      “Come on, Peta, girl. It’s only for a few days. And I’ve even started to learn about this island’s history. You wouldn’t believe what I’ve found out. I want you to come. I want to see you again.”

      Danny had a way of coaxing. There was something in his voice and she hated what she knew would follow.

      “You owe me,” he’d added.

      She grimaced. If it weren’t for the guilt still eating at her, she’d tell him, no, thanks. But he’d remind her of how she’d introduced him to Marcano, and of how badly that had turned out.

      Not much of a man, a little voice within her whispered. Danny should stop blaming her. She’d warned him that Marcano was no good a long time ago.

      So why am I still letting Danny blame me?

      Lord, do you want me to go home? To minister to Danny?

      She’d sighed into the phone, waiting for an answer to her questions. Only long-distance silence lingered.

      “Hey, Peta, come down and visit me. Take a few days off work for once. You owe me, remember?”

      “Danny, don’t you think it’s about time you took responsibility for yourself?”

      He’d ignored her question. “This is my over-the-hill birthday. You gotta come. Besides, you’re worried about me, right? Come and see how well I’m doing.”

      Danny was intuitive enough to know that deep down, because she was now a Christian, she wanted to set things right with the people she’d hurt long ago.

      “Come to my birthday party, Peta,” he’d coaxed. “You can ease that guilty conscience of yours.”

      That last comment had cemented it.

      Another wave knocked her back to the present. A minute later, the boat reached the public wharf.