I slept and dreamed no more; I was awake!

      And saw and heard with other eyes and ears,

      Which taught me things unseen, unheard, before;

      Things new yet old—old as eternity,

      Old e'en to time, though new and strange to me.

      I talked with Truth on solemn mountain tops;

      I soared with winged thought the sunlit dome;

      Studied the midnight stars; and when anon

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      In supermortal might went forth to war,

      Would fain have charioted the charging plain,

      Or spurred the tempest as a battle steed,

      Grasping the volted lightnings as they flew,

      And thundering through the mists on things below.

      Rejoicing in my new-found strength, I gave

      Glory to Him, the Source and Sire of all;

      That God whom I had neither loved nor feared,

      That God whom now I worshipt and adored.

      Who girdled me with Light, truth's triple key[3], 60

      Unlocking what hath been, what yet shall be,

      Probing death's gloom, life's three-fold mystery,

      Solving the secret—Whither, Whence and Why.

      Oh, wondrous transformation! when with wand

      Of wakening might, that all-uplifting power

      Waved o'er the cross where hung fond hopes impaled,

      Waved o'er the tomb where loved ambitions lay,

      Touched the strewn fragments of my shattered dream,

      Bidding the dead arise in bodies new,

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      Love's palace, peace-domed, pinnacled in light,

      In glory greater than earth's grandest dream,

      Than glittering fame's most splendid spectacle;

      Ideal transcending ideality,

      Ideal made real past all reality!

      Whose earth-dimmed eye could see what then I saw?

      Whose earth-dulled ear such harmonies could hear?

      When the all-searching Spirit tore the veil

      Of things that seem, and showed me things that are.

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      Or lure-light o'er the marshes of despair.

      Beauty, divine—but not divinity;

      Not parent—child of purity and truth;

      Nor fount, nor stream, but bubble lost in air,

      Nor tree, nor fruit—only a fragrant flower,

      Flung from ambrosial gardens[4], here to grow

      That life might be the less a wilderness.

      But lo! a loveliness that blooms for aye,

      That, withering here, is there revivified,

      A loveliness made lovelier evermore; 90

      The beauty of the restful and the risen,

      Of Paradise[5] and Glory's higher home.

      Pure as the mountain monarch's ice-crowned crest,

      Pure as the snow-king's mantle, diamond-strewn,

      Pure as the cascade's limpid crystalline,

      Leaping from cliff to chasm, the breeze-flung flood

      Blown into spirit spray of dazzling sheen;

      So pure the love that warmed my boyish breast,

      And lit the yearning of my youthful eye.

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      Truth spake—then fell the blindness from Love's eyes[6],

      Revealing life in hues of hopefulness;

      Love's rainbow dream, that only time's vale spans

      To human vision, widening now till lost

      Beyond the pale peaks of eternity.

      Heaven's gold love is, though mixt with earth's alloy—

      Dross, that betimes a needful part doth play

      In nature's wise and true economy.

      Love dies not—'t is love's seeming that dissolves,

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      A grave unmemoried in lethean ground[7].

      The while see heaven-born, heaven-aspiring love,

      Immortal spirit of the universe,

      Soaring past sun and stars to worlds unknown!

      Heir to herself, a self-succeeding queen,

      Still regnant on life's throne when life is o'er.

      O thou, of beauty[8], loveliest form and phase!

      Kindler and keeper of the quenchless flame!

      Partner and peer of human majesty!

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      Well canst thou wait for thrones and diadems.

      Queen of the future, Eve of coming worlds,

      Mother of spirits that shall people stars,

      And hail thee empress of a universe!

      No more I deemed of crowning consequence,

      That mortal clay to mortal eye should shine;

      That human mites should shout and sing in praise

      Each of the other's midget mightiness—

      A molecule, by atoms glorified!

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      Brine to the burning throat and thirsting soul!

      Phantom, delusion, misty ghost of fame!

      Voidest and vainest of all vanities!

      "Be not beguiled!" A vibrant thunder note,

      Pealing from clouds that canopied my life,

      The warning, lightning-winged to purify,

      Up-kindling all the summits of the soul.

      "Be not beguiled; not what men think and say,

      But what God sees and knows, is what avails.

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      Unknowing all, who knoweth perfectly

      'Twixt small and great, 'twixt failure and success,

      'Twixt heights of glory and the gulfs of shame?

      What cares eternity for time's decrees?

      Defeat hath oft deserved the conqueror's crown;

      Dishonor worn the wreath of victory.

      "Greatness—is it to loom 'mid glittering show?

      Goes power but hand in hand with prominence?

      Largeness or littleness, or high or low,

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      What speech conceals, the spirit manifests.

      "Fame, place, and title find a fitting use,

      And