Mcgillivray's Mistress. Anne McAllister
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of taking his clothes off in front of Fiona Dunbar so she could stare at him, ogle him, judge him!
He slammed his hand against the doorjamb.
Suzette looked up from her calendar, confused. “Did I get something wrong?”
“No. I’m just…thinking.”
“About…?”
He shook his head. “Never mind.” He raked a hand through his hair, agitated, needing a release, wanting to kick something—someone!
“I’m going for a swim!” he decided abruptly.
“But, Lachlan, we need to—”
“Let me know if anyone calls.”
SHE THOUGHT HE WOULD CALL. She expected he would ring her up and give yet another excuse as to why he couldn’t possibly be there on Thursday morning.
But he didn’t call on Monday, and though she worked at the bakery on Tuesday morning and in Carin’s shop on Tuesday afternoon, she did have an answering machine. And there were no messages on it.
So was he really going to show up?
Strip off his clothes?
Expect her to sculpt him?
Dear God.
She called Hugh and ordered the clay. She called her brother Paul to help her build a modeling stand and armature. She dragged out all her books on sculpture and began to read them feverishly.
He wouldn’t show up, she assured herself.
But what if he did?
Would she dare to try to sculpt him?
LACHLAN LAY AWAKE all night Wednesday night. There was, he figured, always the chance that the world would end by Thursday morning.
If it did, he didn’t want to miss it.
When it hadn’t by five, he dragged himself out of bed with all the enthusiasm of a man told to set the alarm for his own execution. He got dressed, briefly debated on whether he ought to wear shorts or jeans for the occasion, then asked himself savagely what the hell difference it made.
Then he slipped quietly out of the inn, stood glaring into the darkness for one long minute in the direction of The King of the Beach. And then he turned and looked at the Moonstone—his future, the island’s future.
“Life,” his father had warned him when he was a boy, “isn’t all fun and games. Sometimes you have to make sacrifices for what you want, for what you believe in.”
And Lachlan had nodded gravely, ready to do his all.
Somehow he’d never imagined his “all” coming down to taking off his clothes for Fiona Dunbar.
At five forty-five he mounted her steps and tapped on her door. His palms were damp. He dried them on his shorts. His stomach was queasy. He ignored it. At the same time, he was aware that this all felt oddly familiar, much like the way he felt before a match.
It was nerves. A good thing, he reminded himself. Nerves got the adrenaline pumping. They moved the blood around.
On second thought, perhaps not a good thing. His blood appeared to be moving in a southward direction. His body wasn’t thinking of this as a sacrifice. His body was doing things he didn’t want it to do at all.
The morning hadn’t dawned yet. Only the faintest sliver of light had begun to line the horizon as he’d left the Moonstone. There had been no one else up in the inn when he’d let himself out, the guests enjoying a long lie-in. He’d heard the sounds of Maddie, the cook, and Tina, her daughter, just coming in as he’d slipped out the front.
It would have been faster to go through the kitchen, but he hadn’t wanted them to wonder where he was going at that hour.
He didn’t see anyone on his walk over the hill and down into the village. There was, naturally, a bit more activity at the harbor.
From Fiona’s front porch overlooking the water, he could see a few small lights moving as fishermen preparing to leave, hauled nets on to the dock and into their boats. Some were already aboard, and the low rumble of the diesel engines began to fill the air.
Lachlan envied them. He’d gone out fishing a few times with the locals when he was a teenager. He’d even gone with Fiona’s father and brothers, working alongside Mike and Paul, doing the grunt work, pulling his weight, but glad he didn’t have to earn his living that way.
Now he stood with his back to Fiona’s front door, watching and wishing he was going with them. Working his tail off hauling nets all day was a damn sight more appealing than what he was going to be doing.
Unless, he thought hopefully, she didn’t answer the door.
If she didn’t—if, he thought with marginally more cheerfulness, she slept right through their appointment—he could turn around and go back home again, obligation fulfilled.
It could happen. Fiona Dunbar was obviously not a morning person.
He knew he’d got her out of bed the day he’d come pounding on her door. He hadn’t pounded today. He’d knocked lightly. No sense in waking the dead, he’d told himself. Or the neighborhood.
Or Fiona.
And then he heard a creak and the door behind him opened. Reluctantly Lachlan turned.
Fiona stood in the doorway, blinking raccoonishly. There were dark circles under her eyes. “You’re here.”
Was that disappointment in her tone? All she had to have done was tell him she’d changed her mind!
Or had she expected he’d wimp out?
Like hell.
“Six o’clock Thursday,” he said gruffly. “Where else would I be?”
She shook her head. Managed a few more sleepy blinks. Damn, but he wished she would stop looking so beddable! That was the last thing he needed to think about bedding Fiona Dunbar right now.
Finally she’d blinked enough, and instead frowned accusingly at him. “You’re early. It’s not six.”
“I could hardly wait,” he said drily.
She looked momentarily nonplussed. Then she gave a jerky nod and pushed open the screen door. “Come in.”
He followed her in. She was barefoot, wearing an oversize T-shirt and a pair of shorts, her long fiery hair hung loosely down her back. His fingers itched to reach out and touch it. He shoved them into the pockets of his trousers.
“So,” he said, determinedly businesslike, “you got the clay?”
He knew she had. His brother Hugh had said so last night.
“What the hell does Fiona Dunbar need with a hundred pounds of clay?” Hugh had demanded when they’d been drinking beers at the Grouper.
Lachlan had nearly spat his own beer across the room. “A hundred pounds?” Good God.
Hugh had nodded, then shaken his head. “Wouldn’t tell me what it was for. Our little Fiona is getting mysterious in her old age.”
Thank God she hadn’t, was all Lachlan had been able to think. “Maybe she’s going to make pots.”
“Maybe.” But Hugh hadn’t looked convinced. “What would you do with a hundred pounds of clay?” he’d asked Lily, the barmaid.
Lily grinned. “Make me a man.”
Then Lachlan had choked on his beer.
“Why not?” Lily had said with a shrug. “Better than the real ones be livin’ ’round here.”
“I’ve got the clay,” Fiona told him now. “It’s upstairs in my studio.” She turned and briskly led the way.
Lachlan