To Defy a Sheikh. Maisey Yates
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victim of all, come to claim his life. It was a testament, in many ways, to just how badly justice had been miscarried on that day.
Though he was not the one to answer for it. His justice had been the key to her demise. And yet, there was nothing he could do to change it. How could he spare the man who had robbed his country of a leader, installed a boy in place of the man.
The man who had killed his family for revenge.
They were two sides to the same coin. And depending upon which side you looked at, you had a different picture entirely.
Also, depending on which version of events you heard…
He shook off the thoughts, focused back on the present. On the woman. Samarah. “No?” he asked.
“You heard me. I will not ally myself with you.”
“Then you will ally yourself with whomever you share a cell with. I firmly hope you find it enjoyable.”
“You say that like you believe I’m frightened.”
“Are you not?”
She raised her head, dark eyes meeting his. “I was prepared for whatever came.”
“Obviously not, as you have rejected my offer. You do realize that I am aware you didn’t act on your own. And that I will find who put you up to this, one way or the other. Whether you agree to this or not. However, if you do…things could go better for you.”
“An alliance with you? That’s better?”
“You do remember,” he said, speaking the words slowly, softly, and hating himself with each syllable, “how I handle those who threaten the crown.”
“I remember well. I remember how you flew the Khadran flag high and celebrated after the execution of my father,” she said, her tone ice.
“Necessary,” he bit out. “For I could not allow what happened in Jahar to happen here.”
“But you see, what happened in Jahar had not happened yet. It wasn’t until the sheikh was gone, the army scattered and all of us left without protection that we were taken. That we were slaughtered by revolutionaries who thought nothing of their perceived freedom coming at the price of our lives.”
“Thus is war,” he said. “And history. Individuals are rarely taken into account. Only result.”
“A shame then that we must live our lives as individuals and not causes.”
“Do we?” he asked. “It doesn’t appear to me that you have. And I certainly don’t. That is why I’m proposing marriage to you.”
“That’s like telling me two plus two equals camel. I have no idea what you’re saying.”
He laughed, though he still found nothing about the situation overly amusing. “The division between Khadra and Jahar has long been a source of unrest here. Violence at the borders is an issue, as I’m sure you well know. This could change that. Erase it. It’s black-and-white. That’s how I live my life. In a world of absolutes. There is no room for gray areas.”
“To what end for me, Sheikh Ferran? I will never have my rightful position back, not in a meaningful way. The royal family of Jahar will never be restored, not in my lifetime.”
“How have you lived since you left the palace?”
“Poorly,” she said, dark eyes meeting his.
“This would get you back on the throne.”
“I will not marry you.”
“Then you will enjoy prison.”
The look on her face nearly destroyed what little was left of his humanity. A foolish thing, to pity the woman who’d just tried to kill him. And she could have succeeded. She was not a novice fighter. He had no illusion of her being a joke just because he was a man and she a woman. He had no doubt that the only thing that had kept him from a slit throat was her bare moment of hesitation. Seconds had made the difference between his life and death.
He should not pity her. He should not care that he’d known her since she was a baby. That he could clearly picture her as a bubbly, spoiled little princess who had been beautiful beyond measure. A treasure to her country.
That was not who she was now. As he was not the haughty teenage boy he’d been. Not the entitled prince who thought only of women and what party he might sneak into, what trouble he might find on his father’s yachts.
Life had hit them both, harsh and real, at too young an age. He had learned a hard lesson about human weakness. About his own weaknesses. Secrets revealed that had sent her father into the palace in a murderous rage…one that had, in the end, dissolved a lineage, destroyed a nation that was still rebuilding.
She was a product of that, as was he. And her actions now had nothing to do with that connection from back then. He should throw her in a jail cell and show her no mercy.
And yet he didn’t want to.
It made no sense. There was no room for loyalty to a would-be assassin. No room for pity. Putting your faith in the wrong person could have a disastrous end, and he knew it well. If he was wrong now…
No. He would not be wrong.
This was not ordinary compassion leading him. There was potential political gain to be had. Yes, Jahar had suffered the most change during that dark time sixteen years ago, but Khadra had suffered, too. They had lost their sheikh and sheikha, they had been rocked by violence. Their security shaken to its core.
The palace had been breached.
Their centuries-old alliance with their closest neighbors shattered. It had changed everything in a single instance. For him, and for millions of people who called his country home.
He had never taken that lightly. It was why he never faltered. It was why he showed her no mercy.
But this was an opportunity for something else. For healing. One thing he knew. More blood, more arrests, would not fix the hurts from the past.
It had to end. And it had to end with them.
“Can you kill me instead?” she asked.
“You ask for death?”
“Rather than a prison cell?”
“Rather than marriage,” he said.
Her nostrils flared, dark eyes intense. “I will not become your property.”
“I do not intend to make you my property, but answer me this, Samarah. What will this do to our countries?”
“I almost bet it will do nothing to mine.”
“Do you think? Are you a fool? No one will believe one girl was acting alone.”
“I am not a girl.”
“You are barely more than a child as far as I’m concerned.”
“Had I been raised in the palace that might be true, but as it is, I lived on the streets. I slept in doorways and on steps. I holed up in the back rooms of shops when I could. I had to take care of a mother who went slowly mad. I had to endure starvation, dehydration, the constant threat of theft or rape. I am not a child. I am years older than you will ever live to be,” she spat.
He hated to imagine her in that position. In the gutter. In danger. But she had clearly survived. Though, he could see it was a survival fueled by anger.
“If you kill me,” he said, “make no mistake, Khadra will make Jahar pay. If I imprison you…how long do you suppose it will take for those loyal to the royal family to threaten war on me? But if we are engaged…”
“What will the current regime in Jahar think?”
“I suppose they will simply be happy to have you in my monarchy, rather than establishing a new one there. I suspect it will keep you