Defy Not The Heart. Amy Blankenship
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by a very enraged Toya, who now stood above him, pointing one of his twin daggers directly at his throat.
"What the hell do you think you are doing kissing Kyoko, you bastard?" Toya screamed, shaking with rage. The sight of Shinbe kissing Kyoko was forever burned into his retinas. "I left her in your care and you decide to molest her?" he yelled, infuriated.
Shinbe's amethyst eyes darkened to a deep purple.
Kyoko shoved her way between them, her back to Shinbe as if protecting him. Glaring at Toya, she demanded, "Donât you dare!" She threw out her hands in a shielding gesture. "Itâs not what you think, Toya."
Toya lowered his dagger with a snarl, "Oh yeah, then why the hell are you naked?" His silver eyes lowered on her bare skin to make his point.
Kyoko's world came crashing down on her, and she just knew the gods were laughing about it as she froze in place. All of a sudden, she felt the breeze across her bare skin, and could feel Toya's eyes heating her skin just as fast. Dropping her arms back to her sides, her gaze sought out her clothing, seeing they were now dry and laying on the rock not far away.
Snapping her eyes back to Toyaâs, she hissed, "I was attacked and Shinbe saved my life. I was helping him because he was wounded protecting me, and so what? I kissed him, big deal. It was a thank you!" She tried to ease her way out from between them and toward her clothes, but changed her mind when Toya again pointed the dagger at Shinbe's throat.
"You asked her for a kiss as a reward for saving her? You damned pervert!â Toya growled out, now even more furious with the guardian. Then with one quick jerk, he grabbed Kyoko's arm, pulling her behind him and out of his brotherâs sight.
Shinbe's eyes flashed with anger at Toya's treatment of Kyoko. âPut the blade away, Toya," Shinbe's words began to ice as he stood up brushing his pants off, his chest still bare. He towered over Toya menacingly, being the taller of the two, getting ready to fly into him. After all⦠no one had ever called him a coward.
Kyoko hurried back around and slipped between the brothers once again. Her breast accidentally brushed Toya's chest at the same time that her back grazed Shinbe's hot skin because they were in the middle of taking a threatening step closer to each other. Her eyebrow began to twitch.
"I kissed him. He didnât ask for it. Now, both of you go away so I can get dressed." She looked up, searching Toya's silver gaze and softened her voice almost pleadingly, "This is bad enough without making it worse."
She felt Shinbe back away and without turning to look, she knew he was getting dressed. She could hear the rustle of the material as he slid it on with jerking motions. Knowing better then to turn and look, she kept her eyes glued to Toya waiting to see if he had any more tendencies to injure Shinbe. She almost sighed in relief as she heard Shinbeâs retreating footsteps as he left the side of the spring.
Toya didnât pay attention to Shinbeâs departure. At the moment, he was still staring into Kyokoâs eyes in confusion. âShe kissed Shinbe? Why?â She reached out to touch his arm, but he quickly turned around and took one step away, keeping his back to her.
"Get dressed, but Iâm not leaving you alone again. Iâll stay until youâre ready to leave," the tone in his voice still held anger.
Kyoko huffed and quickly went to her clothes, hurrying into them. Once finally dressed, she turned back around seeing his stiff back and walked past him, ready to return to the hut when he reached out and grabbed her arm, swinging her around to face him.
Toya just wanted to know why. Why would she kiss Shinbe like that? His dark bangs fell forward, shielding his golden eyes from her. "Why did you kiss him?" he whispered. His hair swayed in the steady breeze, causing the silver highlights to shimmer attractively.
Kyoko frowned not knowing how to respond. In truth, maybe sheâd just simply wanted to, but she couldnât say that to him.
She sighed, "I didnât think, so⦠I really donât know why." She lowered her eyes. That was the truth anyway.
Toya felt fear creep into his heart with her answer. He snapped his head back up and looked directly at her, drawing her gaze to his. "Kyoko, you have never tried to kiss me⦠like that," he growled without thinking.
Kyoko's eyes blazed up at him for putting her on the spot, and she yelled back at him, "You never act like you want me to! Besides, I donât have a boyfriend so Iâm free to kiss anyone I want too, right?" She jerked her arm from his hold, ignoring his growl at her answer and she stalked past him wondering why all of a sudden he even cared.
Kyoko glared at the ground as she made her way towards the hut. Toya infuriated her. How dare he get angry with her or Shinbe for kissing? What was it to him anyway? He didnât care about her. He loved no one, so what did it matter who she kissed? She threw open the door to the hut and plopped down on her sleeping bag, deep in thought.
Toya stomped in after her. âI better never see you kiss Shinbe again!â he growled as he sat down across the room from her and leaned back against the wall.
Kyoko glared at him as her mind took in exactly what heâd just said, or more like ordered. âHow dare him,â her emerald eyes began shooting sparks.
âI will kiss, Whomever I please, Whenever I please!â with that, Kyoko angrily stood up, rolled up her sleeping bag, picked up her backpack, and headed for the door.
Toya jumped up to follow her with a stricken look. âWhere do you think youâre going, damn it?â He hadnât meant to make her angry enough to leave. He just didnât like the fact that Shinbe had so much as touched her.
Kyoko stopped with her hand on the doorframe, her back to him. âToya,â she turned slightly, held her hand up toward him, and then with an angry smirk, she used the Taming spell on him, knowing how much he hated it. âShut up!â
Toya hit the ground with a string of curses. Kyoko stomped out the door, past Shinbe and walked off towards the maiden shrine with every intention of going back home.
Shinbe stood with his back to the hut, a slight grin upon his face. He heard what Kyoko had said, and his grin widened as he heard Toya hit the floor. Kyoko hadnât seen him standing there when she came out, so he followed after her as she walked into the forest.
Chapter 4 "Don't Go"
Coming to the heart of time gardens, Kyoko slowly sat down in the grass in front of the maiden statue, looking up into the maidenâs face. She focused on the face that she knew mirrored her own looks. That image belonged to her ancestor that the statue was made in memory of. If living at the same time, they could have been twins.
Kyoko shook the thought away, remembering why she was now sitting in the grass in the first place. Her thoughts began to battle amongst themselves as if she wasnât even there to listen.
âToya is such a jerk!â She had just come back and âall he could do was yellâ at her. Sometimes she just⦠âHated himâ¦. OK, maybe that was a lie.â Kyoko sighed, 'I can't lie to myself. I do love Toya and when no one is around to witness it⦠he often proves that he loves me back.' Kyoko narrowed her eyes in thought. âBut then he has to go and blow it.â
She was going home and maybe sheâd never come back. She jumped up with every intention of laying her hands in the maidenâs hands, knowing it would take her home.
âBut then youâd never see Shinbe again.â Her eyes widened and her mind screamed, âYou have feelings for him!â⦠âThis is ridiculous,â she argued with herself, âI only have lingering feelings because I dreamt about him, that doesnât mean anything.â She backed away from the statue, lowering her hand hesitantly and sat back down, leaning against a cool stone.
âBut what if he has feelings for you too? Had the kiss gone further, then would he have kissed you