HE KNEW HE WAS RIGHT. Anthony Trollope
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had witnessed the scene in the park; but on that occasion they had been left together, and it had been impossible for them not to say a few words about their mutual friends. Osborne had expressed his sorrow that there should be any misunderstanding, and had called Trevelyan a “confounded fool.” Stanbury had suggested that there was something in it which they two probably did not understand, and that matters would be sure to come all right. “The truth is Trevelyan bullies her,” said Osborne; “and if he goes on with that he’ll be sure to get the worst of it.” Now,—on this present occasion,—Stanbury asked whether he would find the ladies at home. “Yes, they are both there,” said Osborne. “Trevelyan has just gone out in a huff. She’ll never be able to go on living with him. Anybody can see that with half an eye.” Then he had passed on, and Hugh Stanbury knocked at the door.
He was shown up into the drawing-room, and found both the sisters there; but he could see that Mrs. Trevelyan had been in tears. The avowed purpose of his visit,—that is, the purpose which he had avowed to himself,—was to talk about his sister Dorothy. He had told Miss Rowley, while walking in the park with her, how Dorothy had been invited over to Exeter by her aunt, and how he had counselled his sister to accept the invitation. Nora had expressed herself very interested as to Dorothy’s fate, and had said how much she wished that she knew Dorothy. We all understand how sweet it is, when two such persons as Hugh Stanbury and Nora Rowley cannot speak of their love for each other, to say these tender things in regard to some one else. Nora had been quite anxious to know how Dorothy had been received by that old conservative warrior, as Hugh Stanbury had called his aunt, and Hugh had now come to Curzon Street with a letter from Dorothy in his pocket. But when he saw that there had been some cause for trouble, he hardly knew how to introduce his subject.
“Trevelyan is not at home?” he asked.
“No,” said Emily, with her face turned away. “He went out and left us a quarter of an hour since. Did you meet Colonel Osborne?”
“I was speaking to him in the street not a moment since.” As he answered he could see that Nora was making some sign to her sister. Nora was most anxious that Emily should not speak of what had just occurred, but her signs were all thrown away. “Somebody must tell him,” said Mrs. Trevelyan, “and I don’t know who can do so better than so old a friend as Mr. Stanbury.”
“Tell what, and to whom?” he asked.
“No, no, no,” said Nora.
“Then I must tell him myself,” said she, “that is all. As for standing this kind of life, it is out of the question. I should either destroy myself or go mad.”
“If I could do any good I should be so happy,” said Stanbury.
“Nobody can do any good between a man and his wife,” said Nora.
Then Mrs. Trevelyan began to tell her story, putting aside, with an impatient motion of her hands, the efforts which her sister made to stop her. She was very angry, and as she told it, standing up, all trace of sobbing soon disappeared from her voice. “The fact is,” she said, “he does not know his own mind, or what to fear or what not to fear. He told me that I was never to see Colonel Osborne again.”
“What is the use, Emily, of your repeating that to Mr. Stanbury?”
“Why should I not repeat it? Colonel Osborne is papa’s oldest friend, and mine too. He is a man I like very much,—who is a real friend to me. As he is old enough to be my father, one would have thought that my husband could have found no objection.”
“I don’t know much about his age,” said Stanbury.
“It does make a difference. It must make a difference. I should not think of becoming so intimate with a younger man. But, however, when my husband told me that I was to see him no more,—though the insult nearly killed me, I determined to obey him. An order was given that Colonel Osborne should not be admitted. You may imagine how painful it was; but it was given, and I was prepared to bear it.”
“But he had been lunching with you on that Sunday.”
“Yes; that is just it. As soon as it was given Louis would rescind it, because he was ashamed of what he had done. He was so jealous that he did not want me to see the man; and yet he was so afraid that it should be known that he ordered me to see him. He ordered him into the house at last, and I,—I went away upstairs.”
“That was on the Sunday that we met you in the park?” asked Stanbury.
“What is the use of going back to all that?” said Nora.
“Then I met him by chance in the park,” continued Mrs. Trevelyan, “and because he said a word which I knew would anger my husband, I left him abruptly. Since that my husband has begged that things might go on as they were before. He could not bear that Colonel Osborne himself should think that he was jealous. Well; I gave way, and the man has been here as before. And now there has been a scene which has been disgraceful to us all. I cannot stand it, and I won’t. If he does not behave himself with more manliness,—I will leave him.”
“But what can I do?”
“Nothing, Mr. Stanbury,” said Nora.
“Yes; you can do this. You can go to him from me, and can tell him that I have chosen you as a messenger because you are his friend. You can tell him that I am willing to obey him in anything. If he chooses, I will consent that Colonel Osborne shall be asked never to come into my presence again. It will be very absurd; but if he chooses, I will consent. Or I will let things go on as they are, and continue to receive my father’s old friend when he comes. But if I do, I will not put up with an imputation on my conduct because he does not like the way in which the gentleman thinks fit to address me. I take upon myself to say that if any man alive spoke to me as he ought not to speak, I should know how to resent it myself. But I cannot fly into a passion with an old gentleman for calling me by my Christian name, when he has done so habitually for years.”
From all this it will appear that the great godsend of a rich marriage, with all manner of attendant comforts, which had come in the way of the Rowley family as they were living at the Mandarins, had not turned out to be an unmixed blessing. In the matter of the quarrel, as it had hitherto progressed, the husband had perhaps been more in the wrong than his wife; but the wife, in spite of all her promises of perfect obedience, had proved herself to be a woman very hard to manage. Had she been earnest in her desire to please her lord and master in this matter of Colonel Osborne’s visits,—to please him even after he had so vacillated in his own behests,—she might probably have so received the man as to have quelled all feeling of jealousy in her husband’s bosom. But instead of doing so she had told herself that as she was innocent, and as her innocence had been acknowledged, and as she had been specially instructed to receive this man whom she had before been specially instructed not to receive, she would now fall back exactly into her old manner with him. She had told Colonel Osborne never to allude to that meeting in the park, and to ask no creature as to what had occasioned her conduct on that Sunday; thus having a mystery with him, which of course he understood as well as she did. And then she had again taken to writing notes to him and receiving notes from him,—none of which she showed to her husband. She was more intimate with him than ever, and yet she hardly ever mentioned his name to her husband. Trevelyan, acknowledging to himself that he had done no good by his former interference, feeling that he had put himself in the wrong on that occasion, and that his wife had got the better of him, had borne with all this, with soreness and a moody savageness of general conduct, but still without further words of anger with reference to the man himself. But now, on this Sunday, when his wife had been closeted with Colonel Osborne in the back drawing-room, leaving him with his sister-in-law, his temper had become too hot for him, and he had suddenly left the house, declaring that he would not walk with the two women on that day. “Why not, Louis?” his wife had said, coming up to him. “Never mind why not, but I shall not,” he had answered; and then he left the room.
“What is the matter with him?” Colonel Osborne had asked.
“It is impossible to say what is the matter with him,” Mrs. Trevelyan had replied.