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the light play on the diamond, Ryan said …
“I’ll get you a nicer ring someday.”
Riley gasped a little.
“Don’t you dare!” she said. “This is always going to be my only engagement ring!”
But as she kept staring at the ring, she couldn’t help but worry …
How much did this cost?
As if reading her thoughts, Ryan said …
“Don’t worry about the ring.”
Ryan’s reassuring smile made her worry dissolve in an instant. She knew he was no fool when it came to money. He’d probably gotten a good bargain on this ring—although she’d never ask him about it.
Riley then noticed how Ryan’s expression saddened as he looked around the apartment.
“Is something wrong?” she asked.
Ryan let out a sigh and said, “I’ll make a better life for you. I promise.”
Riley felt strangely jolted.
She asked, “What’s wrong with the life we’ve got now? We’re young and we’re in love and we’re going to have a baby and—”
“You know what I mean,” Ryan said, interrupting her.
“No, I’m not sure I do,” Riley said.
A silence fell between them.
Ryan sighed again and said, “Look, I’m starting work tomorrow on an entry level salary. I’m not exactly feeling like a huge success in the world. But it’s a good firm, and if I stay with it, I’ll be moving up and I might even become a partner someday.”
Riley gazed at him steadily.
“Someday, sure,” she said. “But you’re off to a great start already. And I like what we’ve got right now.”
Ryan shrugged. “We don’t have much. For one thing, we’ve only got the one car, and I’ll be needing that to go to work, which means …”
Riley interrupted, “Which means I’ll be taking the metro to the training program every morning. What’s wrong with that?”
Ryan reached across the table and took her hand.
“It’s a two-block walk to and from the nearest metro stop,” he said. “And this isn’t the safest neighborhood in the world. The car got broken into once already. I don’t like it that you have to go out there on your own. I’m worried.”
A strange, unpleasant feeling was starting to come over Riley. She wasn’t yet sure just what that feeling was.
She said, “Hasn’t it occurred to you that I actually like this neighborhood? I’ve spent my whole life in rural Virginia. This is an exciting change, an adventure. Besides, you know I’m tough. My dad was a Marine captain. He taught me how to take care of myself.”
She almost added …
And I survived an attack by a serial killer a couple of months ago, remember?
Not only had she survived that attack, she’d helped the FBI track the killer down and bring him to justice. That was why she’d been offered the chance to join the training program.
But she knew that Ryan didn’t want to hear about any of that right now. His masculine pride was feeling delicate at the moment.
And Riley realized something …
I really resent that.
Riley chose her words carefully, trying not to say the wrong thing …
“Ryan, you know, making a better life for us isn’t just up to you. It’s up to both of us. I’m going to have something to do with it. I’m going to have a career of my own.”
Ryan looked away with a frown.
Riley fought down a sigh as she realized …
I said the wrong thing after all.
She’d almost forgotten that Ryan didn’t really approve of her summer internship. She’d reminded him that it was only ten weeks and it wasn’t physical training. She was just going to be watching agents at work, mostly indoors. Besides, she thought it might even lead to an office job right there in the FBI headquarters.
He’d become more agreeable about it, but he certainly wasn’t enthusiastic.
But then, Riley really didn’t know what he might prefer for her.
Did he maybe want her to be a stay-at-home mother? If so, he was going to be disappointed sooner or later.
But now was no time to get into all this.
Don’t spoil this moment, Riley told herself.
She looked at her ring again and then at Ryan.
“This is beautiful,” she said. “I’m really happy. Thank you.”
Ryan smiled and squeezed her hand.
Then Riley said, “So who are we going to share the news with?”
Ryan shrugged. “I don’t know. We don’t really have any friends yet here in DC. I guess I could get in touch with some of my old friends from law school. Maybe you could call your dad.”
Riley frowned at the idea. Her last visit to her father hadn’t been pleasant. Their relationship had always been deeply troubled.
And besides …
“He doesn’t have a phone, remember?” Riley said. “He lives all alone up in the mountains.”
“Oh, yeah,” Ryan said.
“What about your parents?” Riley asked.
Ryan’s smile faded a little.
“I’ll write to them about it,” he said.
Riley had to stop herself from asking …
Why not give them a call?
Maybe then I could actually talk to them.
She’d never met Ryan’s parents, who lived in the small town of Munny, Virginia.
Riley knew that Ryan had grown up among working-class people, and he was very anxious to put that kind of life behind him.
She wondered if he was embarrassed by them or …
Is he embarrassed by me?
Do they even know we’re living together?
Would they approve?
But before Riley could think of how to broach the subject to him, the phone rang.
“Maybe we could just let the machine take that,” Ryan said.
Riley thought about it for a moment as the phone kept ringing.
“It might be something important,” she said. She went to the phone and took the call.
A cheerful, professional-sounding male voice said, “May I speak with Riley Sweeney?”
“This is she,” Riley said.
“This is Hoke Gilmer, your supervisor for the FBI training program. I just wanted to remind you—”
Riley said excitedly, “Yes, I know! I’ll be there bright and early at seven o’clock tomorrow morning!”
“Great!” Hoke replied. “I look forward to meeting you.”
Riley hung up the phone and looked at Ryan. He had a wistful look in his eye.
“Wow,” he said. “Everything’s getting real, isn’t it?”
Riley understood how he felt. Ever since the move from Lanton, they’d seldom been away from one another.
And now, tomorrow, they were both off to their new jobs.
Riley said, “Maybe we need to do something special together.”
“Good