The Complete Broken Empire Trilogy: Prince of Thorns, King of Thorns, Emperor of Thorns. Mark Lawrence
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through darkness, through silence, only the hands on my throat, and the throat in my hands, and the hunger for air, my heart beating sledgehammer blows.
I fell through years. I’ve been falling through my life …
I hit the ground. Hard. My eyes opened. I lay on a stone floor. A purple face stared at me, eyes distended, tongue protruding. Daylight streamed in from a high window. My heart hammered at my breastbone, wanting out. Everything hurt. I saw hands on the neck below that face. My hands. With great effort I unlocked them. The white fingers had little inclination to obey.
Still the pain swelled in me. I needed something, but couldn’t name it. My vision pulsed red, dimming from one moment to the next. I touched a stiff-fingered hand to my neck and found hands there.
I didn’t recognize the face. A woman?
The world grew distant, the pain less.
Renar… The name rose through me, and with it a whisper of strength. The hands that prised the strangler’s fingers from my neck didn’t feel like mine. Renar! My first breath whistled into me, as if sucked through a reed.
Air! I needed air.
I choked, heaved but nothing came, hauled in breaths through a throat grown too narrow for the task.
Renar.
The purple face belonged to a woman with grey hair. I didn’t understand.
Renar. And Corion.
Oh Jesu! I remembered. I remembered the horror, but it burned pale against the cold fury that ate me now.
‘Corion.’ For the first time in the four years since that night in the tower, I spoke his name. I remembered. I recalled what had been taken, and for the first time in forever, I felt whole.
I found the strength to lift myself up on my arms.
I was in a chamber in a castle. Beside a bed … I’d fallen out of bed. Whilst an old woman tried to throttle me.
The door shook. Somebody rattled at the latch. ‘Hanna! Hanna!’ A woman’s voice.
Somehow I stood before the door opened.
‘Katherine.’ My voice escaped a bruised throat as a squeak.
There she was. Beautiful in disarray. Mouth half open, green eyes wide.
‘Katherine.’ I could only get her name out as a whisper, but I wanted to shout, I wanted to scream so many things at once.
I understood. I understood the game. I understood the players. I knew what had to be done.
‘Murderer!’ she said. She took a knife from her sash, a sharp bodkin long enough to run a man through. ‘Your father knew best.’
I tried to tell her, but no words would come now. I tried to raise my arms, but I had no strength.
‘I’ll finish what he started,’ she said.
And all I could do was marvel at the beauty of her.
41
In a duel, man to man, sword against sword, it can be a lack of skill that gets you killed. Often as not, though, it’ll be a matter of luck, or if it goes on too long then it’ll be the man who tires first that tends to die.
In the end it’s about staying power. They should put that on headstones, ‘Got tired’, maybe not tired of life, but at least too tired to hold on to it.
In a real fight, and most fights are real, not the artifice of a formal duel, it’s fatigue that’s the big killer. A sword is a heavy chunk of iron. You swing that around for a few minutes and your arms start to get ideas of their own about what they can and can’t do. Even when your life depends on it.
I’ve known times when to lift my sword was the equal of any labour of Hercules, but never before I faced Katherine’s knife had I felt so drained.
‘Bastard!’
The fire in her eyes looked fierce enough to burn until the deed was done.
I looked for the will to stop her, and came up empty.
A knife is a scary thing right enough, held to your throat, sharp and cool. The thought echoed back to me from that night when the dead came up out of their bog-pools around the Lichway.
The glitter along that knife edge as she came at me, the thought of it slicing my flesh, piercing an eye maybe, these are all the sort of thing that might give a man pause. Until you realize what they are. They’re just ways to lose the game. You lose the game, and what have you lost? You’ve lost the game. Corion had told me about the game. How many of my thoughts were his? How much of my philosophy was filth from that old man’s fingers?
I’d swum in the darkness too long. The game didn’t seem so important any more.
With the embers of my strength I raised both arms. I stretched them wide, to receive the blow. And I smiled.
Something reached out and held her arm. I saw it in her face, twisting there on that perfect brow, wrestling with the rage.
‘Father didn’t quite reach the heart, it seems.’ I managed a hoarse whisper. ‘Perhaps, Aunt, you have a better hand?’
The knife shook. I wondered if she’d cut live meat before.
‘You … you killed her.’
The fingers of my right hand closed around something, a heavy smooth something, on the shelf beside my bed.
Her eyes dropped to the old woman’s face.
I hit her. Not hard, I didn’t have the strength, but hard enough to break the vase I’d found. She collapsed without a murmur.
She lay in the sapphire pool of her dress, sprawled across the flagstones. Life flowed in my arms once more. It seemed as if my strength began to return the moment she fell. As if a spell were broken.
Kill her and you’ll be free forever. A familiar voice, dry like paper. Mine, or his?
Her hair hid her face, auburn on sapphire.
She’s your weakness. Cut the heart from her.
I knew it to be true.
Choke her.
I saw my hands, pale on a neck shading into crimson.
Have her. The voice of the briar. The hooks slipped beneath my skin, and drew me down to kneel beside her. Have her. Take what might never be given. I knew the creed.
Kill her, and you’ll be free.
I heard the echo of a distant storm.
Katherine’s hair ran like silk between my fingers. ‘She’s my weakness.’ My voice now, my lips. One little step, one more death, and nothing would ever touch me again. One little step and the door on that wild night would close forever. The game would truly be a game. And I would be the player to win it.
Choke her. Have her. The voice of the briar. A crackle in the mind. A hollow sound. An emptiness.
Empty.
Her neck felt warm. Her pulse beat under my fingertips.
‘Kill her, Briar Prince.’
I saw the words on thin lips, spoken in an empty chamber.
‘Kill her.’
I saw the lips move again. I saw the blank eyes, fixed on eternity. ‘Kill her.’
‘Corion!’
For a moment my hands tightened around Katherine’s neck.
‘I’m coming for you, you old bastard.’ I released my grip.
A smile twisted those thin