Him. Cecilia Scott
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out the bar. A drink sounded good. With any luck, there’d be a handsome man wanting to pay attention to me. It had been a while since I’d been with a man. To be perfectly honest, THE BOY had gotten me all hot and bothered but it would be better to find a more appropriate suitor.
The bar was very sleek. It was all glass and black furnishing and recessed lighting. And there he was. HIM. He nodded as he beckoned for me to come over to HIM. He ordered us martinis. It sounded good.
We began talking. I looked at HIM. He was tall and muscular with ever so slanted eyes. He was handsome in a take-charge kind of way.
He was not wearing a wedding ring.
I looked into his eyes and knew I would sleep with HIM that evening.
As he talked to me we were both getting more and more turned on. I looked sexy – all soft curves with straight brown hair and large luminous brown eyes. I knew I’d sleep with HIM soon.
Looking at HIM I knew he was already making love to me in his mind. Both of us were holding our breath in sexual anticipation. It was only a matter of time.
So what was a nice woman like myself doing having sex with a stranger? I wasn’t really desperate. Not really. I had a good job as an instructor at a junior college teaching English Lit and Creative Writing classes. Some of the students held promise. It wasn’t a bad job. I taught four classes, three in the morning and one in the early afternoon, and didn’t have classes on Fridays.
I lived in a duplex on a half-acre of land. It was a cosy place with a fireplace and a pretty backyard with fruit trees. I grew a small vegetable garden during the summer months.
I wasn’t looking for a relationship when I met HIM. I didn’t want anything permanent. Or so I thought. I just wanted sex. At least it seemed that it was what I wanted until I met HIM. So what if it was dangerous? What did I have to lose? I just wanted the touch of a man.
I looked at HIM sitting next to me. He was wearing a grey wool suit. His golden blond hair was thick. I desired HIM.
He told me he was a partner at a law firm that specialised in International Law. He’d completed law school at an Ivy League university.
I could envision already how good our bodies would look together. I didn’t ask HIM how old he was but he appeared to be in his mid-forties.
‘Our headquarters are south of here,’ he said, mentioning a city about fifty miles away. ‘But I’m currently working on a case at our downtown office and staying at the hotel.’
He leaned into me. ‘I was bored sitting in my room. You’re such a delightful surprise.’ Our eyes met. He placed his hand lightly on mine. ‘I’m divorced with two children.’ For a moment he looked sad and lost. ‘My ex kept the house. I rent a small apartment near my kids.’
We sat there in silence as I took in his information.
‘I want you –’ he whispered in my ear.
‘Yes.’
I thanked my lucky stars he was not already taken, although I would’ve made love to HIM anyway. I wanted HIM that badly.
I’d never been with a man like HIM before. I tended toward the struggling artist type. Most of the men in my life drove ten-year-old Toyota Corollas. They worked at Starbucks while writing screenplays they could never sell. They had roommates or had moved back in with their parents.
‘Would you like another drink?’ he asked.
‘Sure,’ I replied.
He ordered another round. The room started to swirl. I was feeling light-headed. I wasn’t sure if it was from the alcohol or the close proximity of HIM.
After taking the last sip of the martini, he leaned further into me and kissed me on the neck. I gasped.
‘I want you in my room.’
‘Of course,’ I said. ‘Of course.’
He paid the bill. We stood up. I turned toward HIM. He pressed himself up against me so I could feel his erection, and kissed me hard.
When we got into the elevator he was already beginning to make love to me. His hands travelled all over my body and he kissed me hard on the mouth. Then he unbuttoned my dress, unhooked the bra and began sucking my nipples.
I heard the elevator door open when it reached his floor. For a moment I was disoriented.
Inside his room he turned on a set of dim lights, then pushed me against the closed door of the room.
His next kiss lasted for hours.
Then he led me to the bed.
I stripped and lay down naked on the bed on my back, watching HIM as he took off his clothes. He was taking his time getting undressed, teasing me with the tension. When he removed his underwear, his ass was beautiful. When he turned around I stared at his beautiful erection.
He knelt down on the bed and kissed me between my thighs. Right there. Just once. A hello. But the kiss went straight to my heart.
‘I’m on birth control pills,’ I told HIM.
He smiled at me. I was giving HIM permission to enter me without a condom – wanting to feel HIM bareback – to feel HIM completely. Nothing else would do.
I had to have all of HIM. All of HIM.
He moved up my body, kissing my stomach, and stopped at my breasts. ‘Oh, oh,’ he said, cupping them in his hands. ‘You have the most beautiful breasts.’
Lying on top of me he made love to them, with his mouth, lips and hands. He sucked on my nipples, first one then the other, as if his life depended on it.
Eventually he moved and straddled me so that his cock could play with my breasts. I pressed them together so he could slide between. We both moaned and his movement became more frenetic to the critical point, when he sat up and came over my breasts.
‘Thank you. Thank you,’ I said, nearly in tears.
He collapsed next to me. ‘My God, that was hot. I’ve never been so turned on.’
I was delirious with happiness, so wanting to please HIM sexually. I can’t even begin to say how much I needed to be fucked by HIM. It was just what it was: I had to have HIM.
I don’t know how much time elapsed before we recovered but we held each other tightly. I knew he’d make love to me again that night.
Later he lay on top of me and slipped a finger inside my pussy.
‘Yes.’
‘My God, you are so fucking wet.’
‘I know.’
‘I’m gonna have to fuck you.’
‘Yes.’
‘I need to fuck you.’
‘Yes.’
‘I’m gonna fuck you hard.’
‘OK.’
‘I mean it.’
‘Yes.’
It was then that he lay on top of me and slipped his cock inside. And at first he just lay still with his penis buried deep. He was claiming me for himself. I understood that.
Then he began kissing me. His tongue was inside my mouth, claiming it too. He began moving; his thrusts inside me were deep and hard. By now we were both lost in arousal, kissing each other, fucking each other, his excitement mounting, until his final thrust. As he burst inside me, he let out a deep groan so guttural and intimate it almost scared me.
When he rested on top of me, I realised I was so happy because I had his seed inside me. I had so wanted HIM to come deep inside.
When he fell asleep, I was content to just look at HIM. I glanced at the clock in the hotel room. It was 3.18 a.m. I couldn’t