Captive but Forbidden. Lynn Harris Raye
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She’d interrogated her secretary. The guard on duty. The maid. The porter. No one seemed to know.
Then, in a moment of weakness, she’d told Brady about it. She regretted that now, as it was surely the impetus for him to call this man.
“Yes, I trust them,” she said, because she could say nothing else. Was she supposed to run scared over a simple letter? Her bodyguard abandoning his post tonight was an unrelated incident. That didn’t mean the rest of her staff was incompetent.
“Then you are either naive or stupid, Madam President,” Raj Vala said.
“I am neither one,” she replied, bristling not only at the way he’d pronounced her incompetent, but also at the condescending tone he’d used to say the last two words. As if he didn’t think her worthy.
She might not be, but it wasn’t his place to say so. He was not Alizean. “Not everything is as straightforward as you might think. There are many options to be considered.”
His thumbs worked magic. Tingles of sensation streaked up her arm, over her scalp. Down into her core. She couldn’t stop the little moan that escaped her.
Damn him. And damn her reawakened senses.
Wrong time. Wrong place. Wrong man.
It was the situation, she told herself, the fact she now found herself alone with a dynamic, sexy stranger who touched her as if he had a right. Because she’d allowed no man to get close to her since the miscarriage, she was now suffering from sensory overload.
“Would you like me to tell you the best option?” he asked.
“Do I have a choice?” she snapped.
“You always have a choice,” he replied evenly. “Except in instances where your immediate safety might be at stake.”
She wanted to tell him to go to hell. Who was he to walk in here and try to take over this aspect of her new life as if he had a right?
But he kept rubbing, soothing her sore wrist, and she didn’t say a word because she selfishly didn’t want him to stop.
A minute later, the fingers of one hand slid up her arm, over her jaw, her chin, across her lips. She didn’t know why she allowed it—
No, that wasn’t quite true. She allowed it because it felt shockingly perfect to let him touch her. He made her feel normal, and that was something she hadn’t expected to feel ever again. It felt surprisingly good to be touched after all this time.
She trembled at the featherlight stroking of his finger across her mouth, and she bit down on her lip to keep from nibbling him in return.
Oh, he was good. Good enough that she began to wonder if he hadn’t missed his calling in life. Gigolo seemed a perfectly acceptable occupation for a man with his skill set.
“Then tell me this option,” she stated, hoping she sounded businesslike and cool as she dragged her attention back from the summit. “Let’s see how good you are.”
His fingers slid along her jaw now, so light, so erotic. His soft laugh was a sensual purr in his throat, and she knew she’d made a mistake. A dreadful, heart-pounding mistake.
“It’s quite simple. You need to acquire a lover, Madam President.” His voice was so sexy, so mesmerizing, his slight British accent combined with another she couldn’t quite place.
Everything inside her stilled. Her stomach clenched painfully. Of course.
He might be here to help her, but he wasn’t above helping himself, either. Men like him made her sick. Always wanting something in return. Brady might truly care, but this man did not.
“It’s out of the question,” she said, her voice tight. “I don’t want to hear another word of this—”
“Ah, but you will listen. Because you’re smart, Veronica.” His fingers continued their damning track across her skin. She felt his presence in the dark as a solid wall of heat, and she tilted her head back, sensing somehow that he loomed over her, that his mouth was only inches from hers.
She should pull away, and yet she couldn’t seem to do it. “Flattery will get you nowhere.”
“Why deny the truth? You know it as well as I do.”
Heat suffused her from the inside out. Somehow she managed to scoot backward on the bench, to put distance between them. Was she that transparent? “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
But she did. Because he touched her so lightly, so expertly, that her body was tightening like a bowstring.
There was definitely something there, something between them … something that would combust if she let it. Part of her desperately wanted to let it …
“Yes, you do,” he said softly. His tone was that of a lover.
Did he feel it, too?
“Maybe …” she breathed.
But his next words shattered that illusion.
“Your presidency is too new, Aliz is in turmoil and you aren’t safe.”
Every word was like a blow. Embarrassment flooded her in bright, white-hot waves. She’d been preoccupied with the way he made her feel when he touched her, and he was nothing but business. Damn him for making her forget, even for a moment.
“Those things are none of your concern,” she said evenly, thankful he couldn’t see her flushed face. Thankful there was no light to give her away. “Nothing you can do will fix it overnight.”
“This isn’t a game, Veronica. You can’t quit this party when it no longer amuses you.” Raj heard her draw in a breath. He’d probably insulted her, but he didn’t give a damn.
Because Veronica St. Germaine was precisely the sort of woman he had no sympathy for.
She was a slave to her passions, her wants, her desires. She was the worst kind of person to be entrusted with the welfare of a puppy, let alone a nation—yet here she was.
And here he was, damn Brady to hell. Raj hadn’t wanted to do this job, but Brady had begged him.
For old time’s sake. And since Raj owed at least a measure of his success to Brady’s faith in him when he’d been fresh out of the military and working his first security job so many years ago, he couldn’t say no.
So now he was sitting in the dark with a too-sexy, spoiled society princess and arguing over whether or not she needed his help.
He should just kiss her and put the matter to rest. He wasn’t unaware of her response to him. He also wasn’t unaware of her reputation as a woman who pursued her appetites relentlessly, be they clothes, shoes, fast cars or men.
And at least one part of his anatomy didn’t mind the prospect of being an object of her desire.
Not that he would allow himself to go down that road.
It’d been a long time since he’d personally guarded anyone, but he had never allowed himself to get involved with a client. It angered him immensely that he’d nearly violated that creed with her.
He didn’t know why he’d allowed himself to succumb to the temptation to stroke his fingers along the creamy skin of her exposed back. She was not the kind of woman he would ever get involved with. It wasn’t that she wasn’t desirable—she definitely was—but she was self-centered and destructive. Poisonous.
“I know this isn’t a game!” she barked. “Do you really think I don’t?”
He’d heard those words before. Or ones very like them anyway. He knew all about people who had no control over their impulses. People who claimed to want to conquer their addictions, but inevitably slid back into them when life got too hard or too boring or too hopeless.
He had no sympathy for her. She’d