The Earl's Runaway Bride. Sarah Mallory
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It is beneath you to flirt with the hirelings.’
‘I beg your pardon, Lady Charlotte, but Miss Brown’s birth is equal to my own,’ said Lydia, bristling in defence of her friend.
‘So I should hope,’ returned Lady Charlotte, unperturbed. ‘I would expect nothing less in any companion of yours.’
Felicity observed the angry flush on Lydia’s cheek and slipped away from Gerald to take her arm.
‘You wished to look at the lamps in the garden, my lady…’
‘Insufferable woman,’ muttered Lydia as they walked away. ‘She is so set up in her own importance!’
‘I was quite thankful for her intervention,’ returned Felicity. ‘Mr Appleby is far too mischievous.’
‘Perhaps he is trying to fix his interest with you.’
‘Oh, Lydia, surely not!’
‘You may look surprised, Fee, but he is quite taken with you.’
‘But I have done nothing—’
‘No, nothing more than look adorably shy.’ Lydia gave a soft laugh. ‘There is no need to colour up, my love; you have an air of fragility that makes men want to protect you.’
Felicity put up her chin. ‘But I do not want to be protected! Oh dear. I had hoped, by dressing plainly and not putting myself forward, that I would not be noticed.’
‘And in general that is the case,’ Lydia reassured her. ‘Mr Appleby is perhaps trying to make amends for his mother’s ignoring you.’
‘Yes, that is very possible,’ mused Felicity. She looked up, a smile lurking in her eyes. ‘And it is a very lowering thought!’
Her companion laughed. ‘Yes, it is! But it is quite your own fault, Fee. If you were to put on a fashionable gown and stop dressing your hair in that dowdy style I have no doubt that we would have dozens of gentlemen clamouring to make your acquaintance!’
Still chuckling, they wandered out on to the terrace where a familiar voice cut through the darkness.
‘So there you are! Now what in heaven’s name are you two laughing at?’
Sir James’s bemused enquiry brought his lady flying to his arms.
‘Oh, my dear, you are here already! How wonderful! No, no, you must not ask about our silly jokes. I did not expect to see you here for another hour yet!’
‘Well, having delivered his Highness to our hostess I have left him being toad-eaten by any number of the guests! What a crush. Scarcely room to move in the ballroom!’
‘I know, that is why we came out here to look at the lamps. They are very pretty, are they not?’ Lydia took her husband’s arm. ‘Shall we take a stroll through the gardens? Come with us, Fee.’
‘If you do not object, I think I might stay here for a little while.’ Felicity had spotted the earl slipping out of the house on the far side of the terrace. She nodded at Lydia. ‘Please, go on without me. I shall be perfectly safe here.’
As soon as Lydia and Sir James had disappeared into the gardens, Felicity ran across the terrace and down the steps in the direction that Nathan had gone. This was her opportunity to reveal herself to him. It was much darker on this side of the house, for the path led away from the main gardens, where myriad coloured lights were strung between the trees. As she hurried through the gloom her step faltered. Nathan might have an assignation—how would she feel if she came upon him with his arms around another woman? She put up her chin. If that was the case then she would rather know of it. Then she could put him out of her mind and end this growing obsession.
Away from the house there was just sufficient light for her to see the grassy path. It ran between tall bushes with the ghostly outlines of marble statues at intervals along its length. Nathan’s tall figure was ahead of her, no more than a black shadow in the darkness. At the end of the avenue he hesitated before disappearing to the right. Felicity followed and found herself stepping into a rather unkempt shrubbery.
‘Why are you following me?’ Felicity turned to flee, but Nathan’s hand shot out and grasped her wrist. ‘Oh, no. You will not leave until I have an explanation!’
Felicity swallowed. It was far too dark to see clearly and she only recognised Nathan by his voice. She lowered her own to a whisper in an attempt to disguise it.
‘I—I came out here to…’ Felicity hesitated. Should she reveal herself, tell him she had followed him? Her courage failed her. ‘I do not like the noise and chatter.’
That much at least was true. She heard him sigh.
‘Nor I.’ He released her. ‘In fact, I can’t think why I came tonight.’
Felicity knew that she should pick up her skirts and run away, but her wayward body would not move. To be here, alone with Nathan, talking to him—it was very dangerous, but she could not resist.
‘Why remain in town, sir, if you do not enjoy society?’
‘I have duties to perform.’ He turned his head suddenly, peering at her. ‘Do I know you?’
Felicity shrank back. ‘No,’ she said gruffly. ‘No. I do not move in your circle.’
Nathan shrugged. He had come out into the gardens to enjoy a cigarillo in peace but it was not his house, he could hardly tell this young person to go away. The strains of a minuet floated out on the night air.
‘The dancing has begun. Do you not wish to join in?’
‘No.’
Her laconic reply surprised him into a laugh.
‘I thought all young ladies love to dance.’
‘I do not dance. I have not danced since I was at school.’
He heard the wistful note in her voice and held out his hand to her. ‘Would you like to try now? Here?’
The stillness settled over them. Nathan had the impression the little figure before him was holding her breath. He saw her hand come up, then it dropped again to her side.
‘Thank you, but no. Companions do not dance.’
So that was her role. He felt a stir of pity.
‘But out here we do not need to abide by society’s rules.’ He reached out and took her hand, pulling her towards him. ‘Here we are no more than a man and a woman. We may dance if we wish to, or…’
His words trailed away as he drew her closer. He had not intended to take her in his arms, but as she stepped forward it seemed natural to embrace her. She leaned against him, her head just below his chin. He breathed in the subtle fragrance of flowers and sunshine and—
‘Oh, dear heaven, let me go!’
She was struggling like a frightened bird against this hold. Immediately he released her.
‘Oh, I do beg your pardon,’ she gasped. ‘That was not meant to…I must go!’
‘As you wish.’ She stood before him in the darkness. He could not see her face, but he knew that she was troubled. He said gently, ‘Did I frighten you?’
‘No…’ Her voice caught on a sob. ‘No, never.’
She turned and disappeared into the night. Nathan watched her go, then with a faint shrug he reached into his pocket for his cigarillos.
Felicity flew out of the shrubbery and stopped, panting once she reached the grass path. What had she been thinking of? To talk to Nathan had been foolish enough, to allow him to take her in his arms was sheer madness. Why had she not told him who she was? She bowed her head. She could imagine his reaction. Anger and revulsion. How had she ever dared to hope that he might want her back? Yet even now she could not bring