The Confessions Collection. Timothy Lea
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afternoon siesta and I’m camping it up like a maniac, sweeping my squeegee over the glass like it’s a paintbrush and giving her a wonderful opportunity to observe how my enormously broad shoulders narrow down to a tiny waist. She clearly laps it up because she has another couple of little goes at me before I finish and stretch out my hand for the tea. This I get, plus a quick massage of the goolies that nearly makes me tip the whole bloody lot down the front of her frills. Talk about forward, this bird is practically behind you! She’s a lovely mover too and is always striking exaggerated poses that show off her body to its best advantage. It’s a job to take my eyes off her and look round the room.
Like I’ve said this is pretty scruffy and distinguished only by the pictures of ballet dancers pinned above the bed. A right load of poufdahs they look too and when I see one pansy with ‘Romeo and Juliet’ written under his kisser I can quite believe it. I can’t see what this bird, who obviously fancies a spot of beef cake, can see in them.
“Are you a dancer?” I ask her.
“You mean, do I lika dancing? – oh, no – I see what you mean. No, I am not a ballet dancer but I like. You go to ballet?”
“No I don’t go much on opera or ballet, I find it boring.”
“That is terrible. It is never boring. How can you say such a thing?”
She’s not serious, just having a bit of fun.
“I can’t understand what it’s all about. They’re singing in Italian, so that’s a dead loss to me and the dancing doesn’t tell a story.”
“But it does!”
“Well, I can’t follow it. All that spinning about and holding birds above your head. It’s always the same.”
We go on with our little artistic chat for a few minutes while I sip my tea, which tastes like virgin’s piss – I reckon she must only have put in one tea bag – and fend off her pinching fingers. She’s always growling and hissing through her teeth and she can’t keep her hands off me – it’s understandable, I can’t myself sometimes.
Well, thank God. one thing leads to another and when she asks me if I’d like another cup of tea I say no and I put my cup and saucer on the floor and she bends down to pick it up and she’s in my lap before I’ve had a time to ask her what part of Italy she comes from. My imagination sweeps me away to the vinefields and in my mind’s eye I can see us lying there in the hot Italian sunshine. The grape juice running down our chins and some wop singing ‘Volare’ in the background. It’s romantic, isn’t it?
Anyway, Carla or whatever she said her name was, is now running her tongue gently over my eyelids and her fingers are unbuttoning my flies, which, if she but knew it, is an act akin to slipping back the bolt on a tiger’s cage. Always eager to join in the fun I fumble for the zip on her slacks, and thwarted, try to put my hand inside them at the waist. She has me between her fingers now and as our mouths meet and drowsily chew each other I put my hand down and—
Have you ever bitten into a ripe peach and then tasted something rotten and found yourself looking at half a maggot? That’s the feeling I get when I find out that Carla should have been called Carlos!
I’m a little hazy about what happened next. I’m only interested in getting out fast and I succeed in doing that without any trouble. I mean I don’t hit the nancy boy. If I did I’d be hitting myself somehow. I grab my stuff and push the protesting little git out of the way and go home and have a wash and clean my teeth.
No harm done, but I still think about it sometimes and when I do I can’t stop that prickling sensation from creeping up my spine.
Those two little episodes were about the nastiest things that happened to me – mainly, of course, because I didn’t get my end away – but they were what you might call hazards of the profession. The kinkiest lady I ever met was something I got into all by myself – if you know what I mean.
I first saw her when I was in Dad’s boozer. I had to show Elizabeth to Mum and Dad sometime and a quick pint at the local seemed the most painless way to do it. We could get away sharpish without too much trouble and meeting in a pub robbed the occasion of it’s more sinister overtones – potential bride meets future in-laws, all that kind of thing. I knew what was in Elizabeth’s mind and I didn’t want to build up her hopes too much.
The night I choose, Sid and Rosie have found a baby sitter and are there as well, and of course, Sid can’t resist showing us what a wag he is.
“Elizabeth. Pleased to meet you. We’ve heard so much about you. Now we’d like to hear your side of it.”
Elizabeth blushes and turns to me. “What have you been saying about me, Timmy?”
“Nothing. He’s just trying to be funny that’s all.”
“Just a little joke, Liz. I don’t expect you’re very used to them with young Timmy here.”
“Timmy can be very funny,” she says loyally.
“He is funny, I agree with you,” says Sid, “some might say peculiar but I think funny covers it.”
“Now that’s enough Sid,” chips in Mum, “You stop your teasing. He’s a terrible tease is our Sid.”
Elizabeth tries to smile agreeably.
“That’s a nice dress you’re wearing. We saw one just like that at Marks, didn’t we dear?”
“Eh?” Dad is too busy worrying about how he is going to avoid buying a round to think of anything else.
“Did you make it from one of those patterns in Woman’s Own?” says Rosie.
“What are you all drinking?” I can see the only hope is to get pissed and at least while I’m at the bar I don’t have to listen to their balls-aching conversation.
It’s very crowded that night and while I’m waiting to be served, I’m pushed up against the patterned glass partition which divides the public and saloon bars. I take a peep round it and I’m face to face with a handsome blonde (dyed) bird of around forty who looks at me as if I’m something she’s found on the bottom of her shoe after a walk through the farmyard. There is something so ‘piss off’ in her glance that all my sexual aggression is immediately aroused. I want to see her down at my knees begging for cock, while I tell her contemptuously that she’ll have to wait her turn like the rest of them.
She whips her eyes away as if they might catch something by resting on me and addresses someone I can’t see.
“This glass is filthy, George,” she snaps.
“But—”
“No buts! Look at it. There’s lipstick all round the edge. Get me a new one please.”
“Oh, really Alice. I think it’s just the colour of the glass.”
“Colour! That’s a lipstick mark I tell you. What’s the matter, are you frightened to open your mouth? Hey, barman!”
Her screech would make the Queen Elizabeth heave to.
“Yes, Mrs. Evans?”
“You’ve given me a dirty glass.”
“Oh, sorry about that.”
The barman doesn’t even look at it but twirls a new glass in the light and transfers her drink to it.
“I’m not drinking it after it’s been in that glass.”
The barman controls himself and pours her another whisky without a word. Even then the bitch glares at the glass as if she suspects there’s poison in it, and can’t bring herself to say thank you.
“I hope you’re satisfied,” says George.
“If