50+ Space Action Adventure Classics. Жюль Верн

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way; that perpetually recurring tragedy was, it seemed, part of the very nature of the progress of the world. We did not think then that minds might grow ripe without growing rigid, or children honor their parents and still think for themselves. We were angry and hasty because we stifled in the darkness, in a poisoned and vitiated air. That deliberate animation of the intelligence which is now the universal quality, that vigor with consideration, that judgment with confident enterprise which shine through all our world, were things disintegrated and unknown in the corrupting atmosphere of our former state.

      (So the first fascicle ended. I put it aside and looked for the second.

      “Well?” said the man who wrote.

      “This is fiction?”

      “It’s my story.”

      “But you — Amidst this beauty — You are not this ill-conditioned, squalidly bred lad of whom I have been reading?”

      He smiled. “There intervenes a certain Change,” he said. “Have I not hinted at that?”

      I hesitated upon a question, then saw the second fascicle at hand, and picked it up.)

      Chapter the Second.

       Nettie

       Table of Contents

      Section 1

      I cannot now remember (the story resumed), what interval separated that evening on which Parload first showed me the comet — I think I only pretended to see it then — and the Sunday afternoon I spent at Checkshill.

      Between the two there was time enough for me to give notice and leave Rawdon’s, to seek for some other situation very strenuously in vain, to think and say many hard and violent things to my mother and to Parload, and to pass through some phases of very profound wretchedness. There must have been a passionate correspondence with Nettie, but all the froth and fury of that has faded now out of my memory. All I have clear now is that I wrote one magnificent farewell to her, casting her off forever, and that I got in reply a prim little note to say, that even if there was to be an end to everything, that was no excuse for writing such things as I had done, and then I think I wrote again in a vein I considered satirical. To that she did not reply. That interval was at least three weeks, and probably four, because the comet which had been on the first occasion only a dubious speck in the sky, certainly visible only when it was magnified, was now a great white presence, brighter than Jupiter, and casting a shadow on its own account. It was now actively present in the world of human thought, every one was talking about it, every one was looking for its waxing splendor as the sun went down — the papers, the music-halls, the hoardings, echoed it.

      Yes; the comet was already dominant before I went over to make everything clear to Nettie. And Parload had spent two hoarded pounds in buying himself a spectroscope, so that he could see for himself, night after night, that mysterious, that stimulating line — the unknown line in the green. How many times I wonder did I look at the smudgy, quivering symbol of the unknown things that were rushing upon us out of the inhuman void, before I rebelled? But at last I could stand it no longer, and I reproached Parload very bitterly for wasting his time in “astronomical dilettantism.”

      “Here,” said I. “We’re on the verge of the biggest lockout in the history of this countryside; here’s distress and hunger coming, here’s all the capitalistic competitive system like a wound inflamed, and you spend your time gaping at that damned silly streak of nothing in the sky!”

      Parload stared at me. “Yes, I do,” he said slowly, as though it was a new idea. “Don’t I? … I wonder why.”

      “I want to start meetings of an evening on Howden’s Waste.”

      “You think they’d listen?”

      “They’d listen fast enough now.”

      “They didn’t before,” said Parload, looking at his pet instrument.

      “There was a demonstration of unemployed at Swathinglea on Sunday.

       They got to stone throwing.”

      Parload said nothing for a little while and I said several things.

       He seemed to be considering something.

      “But, after all,” he said at last, with an awkward movement towards his spectroscope, “that does signify something.”

      “The comet?”

      “Yes.”

      “What can it signify? You don’t want me to believe in astrology. What does it matter what flames in the heavens — when men are starving on earth?”

      “It’s — it’s science.”

      “Science! What we want now is socialism — not science.”

      He still seemed reluctant to give up his comet.

      “Socialism’s all right,” he said, “but if that thing up there WAS to hit the earth it might matter.”

      “Nothing matters but human beings.”

      “Suppose it killed them all.”

      “Oh,” said I, “that’s Rot,”

      “I wonder,” said Parload, dreadfully divided in his allegiance.

      He looked at the comet. He seemed on the verge of repeating his growing information about the nearness of the paths of the earth and comet, and all that might ensue from that. So I cut in with something I had got out of a now forgotten writer called Ruskin, a volcano of beautiful language and nonsensical suggestions, who prevailed very greatly with eloquent excitable young men in those days. Something it was about the insignificance of science and the supreme importance of Life. Parload stood listening, half turned towards the sky with the tips of his fingers on his spectroscope. He seemed to come to a sudden decision.

      “No. I don’t agree with you, Leadford,” he said. “You don’t understand about science.”

      Parload rarely argued with that bluntness of opposition. I was so used to entire possession of our talk that his brief contradiction struck me like a blow. “Don’t agree with me!” I repeated.

      “No,” said Parload

      “But how?”

      “I believe science is of more importance than socialism,” he said.

       “Socialism’s a theory. Science — science is something more.”

      And that was really all he seemed to be able to say.

      We embarked upon one of those queer arguments illiterate young men used always to find so heating. Science or Socialism? It was, of course, like arguing which is right, left handedness or a taste for onions, it was altogether impossible opposition. But the range of my rhetoric enabled me at last to exasperate Parload, and his mere repudiation of my conclusions sufficed to exasperate me, and we ended in the key of a positive quarrel. “Oh, very well!” said I. “So long as I know where we are!”

      I slammed his door as though I dynamited his house, and went raging down the street, but I felt that he was already back at the window worshiping his blessed line in the green, before I got round the corner.

      I had to walk for an hour or so, before I was cool enough to go home.

      And it was Parload who had first introduced me to socialism!

      Recreant!

      The most extraordinary things used to run through my head in those days. I will confess that my mind ran persistently that evening upon revolutions after the best French pattern, and I sat on a Committee of Safety and tried backsliders. Parload was there, among the prisoners, backsliderissimus, aware too late


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