Reading Augustine. Jason Byassee

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is fully aware of the presumption not only in writing his own life’s story, but in trying to address God properly at all. We are mere creatures, God is an unchanging and infinitely good creator—what words can the former properly apply to the latter? Yet as creatures of a good God we have been gifted by the desire to pray and praise. In that gift we can see a mirror image of the one whom we seek, without whom we are unendingly restless, in whom we have our fullest joy (3). Augustine here wrestles with what philosophers call “epistemology”—the question of how we know what we know. For him, our desire to praise is key to our knowledge about anything. For our knowledge runs aground as it seeks after God:

      Who then are you, my God? . . . Most high, utterly good, utterly powerful, most omnipotent, most merciful and most just, deeply hidden yet most intimately present, perfection of both beauty and strength, stable and incomprehensible, immutable and yet changing all things, never new, never old, making everything new . . . .” (5)

      Language itself creaks under the strain, and must resort to paradox to show that this one cannot properly be spoken about. Yet language itself stretches toward the one who is all wisdom and delight, and in our very failed efforts to speak of God we can see something of his grace. Throughout Confessions knowledge and love are twins, reflecting in us creatures the Wisdom and Love that are the Son and Holy Spirit within the life of God. Our attempts to know God, or anything else, are indelibly triune, if only in fits and starts. When we properly love and know God we catch a glimpse insofar as creatures can of the Mystery of the divine life. Our very desire to praise rightly is a hint at the nature of the One we desire. Fortunately for us we can do more than strain intellectually and morally after such glimpses—for the One we strain to see becomes incarnate among us, giving us far more than mere hints.

      For Reflection

      . To what extent does Confessions seem to be an autobiography?

      . How, and to what degree, can we know1

      . In our day as in Augustine’s, an expensive education is crucial to a lucrative career. For Augustine it is clear that this pursuit of social and economic advance was a detriment to his nascent spiritual life. How have you experienced anything similar?

      Chapter Two:

      Book II


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