The World Made Straight. Ron Rash
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was Lori Triplett, a blue plastic watering can in her hand. She was from Antioch, the far upper part of the county, so they’d been in school together only since ninth grade. Travis didn’t know much about her. The girls and boys from Antioch tended to keep to themselves. They ate at the same lunch tables and sat together at assemblies and ball games.
He’d paid some notice to her though. Hard not to with her red hair and green eyes, skin white and smooth as porcelain. Tall as well, five-eight probably. Travis thought her pretty and had once told Shank as much, though Shank said she didn’t have enough up top to suit him. Shank had added that Antioch girls were a hard lot. His older brother had dated one and come in one night scratched up like he’d lost a ten-round fight with a bobcat. After she got through with him she’d took to his car seats with a butcher knife, Shank had said. All that just because he was fifteen minutes late.
But Lori had never seemed that kind of girl, even less so now as he watched her water the plants. Besides homeroom, she’d been in two of Travis’s classes. She always sat in the back, head down like she might not be paying attention, yet she always knew the answer when called upon, knew it quick without a stammer. Smart, he knew that, but not in a show-offy way like the snobby town kids.
Lori turned from the window. Sunlight slanting through the glass burnished her hair, making it shine like a new penny. Her eyes met his for a moment and then stared at the watering can as if to remind herself why she was there.
“We’ve been in homeroom together,” Travis said.
Lori raised her eyes. Maybe it was because he had never looked at them so carefully, but now he saw how distinctive their color was, the soft cool green of a luna moth. Travis looked away first this time. Those eyes made his whole body feel light. Like swinging out on a muscadine vine and letting go, he thought. That moment you hung above the river, waiting to fall.
“I know that,” she said.
“My name’s Travis, Travis Shelton.”
“I know that too.”
Something almost a smile softened her face.
“Anything I can get you before I go?”
“You ain’t got a cigarette, do you?”
“I don’t smoke, and you shouldn’t either,” Lori said.
The feistiness of her reply surprised him. He’d never much cared for other folks’ advice, but before it had come from his parents and teachers and Preacher Caldwell, not someone his own age and as pretty as Lori Triplett.
Travis searched for something else to say as Lori walked toward the door.
“Do you get paid for doing this?” he asked.
She paused in the doorway.
“No.”
“Then why do it?”
“I’m going to A-B Tech next year to become a nursing assistant,” Lori said. “I wanted to know what it was like first.”
Travis didn’t want her to go. Except for Shank she was the only person he’d been glad to see since waking from the operation. But words fled out of reach. He made a solemn vow that next time he’d have a whole peck of questions for her.
She lingered by his doorway a few moments.
“I’ll see you tomorrow,” she said.
After Lori left he thought of the high school library’s big unabridged dictionary and how it was filled with thousands and thousands of words but he couldn’t find half a dozen to make a sentence, had just sat there in the bed like there’d been a C-clamp on his tongue. Unlike Shank, he never seemed to know what to say to girls. The one time he’d acted like he had, at Leonard’s trailer, he’d made a jackass of himself. What he knew about was fishing and engines and farming tobacco, some other things he’d read. None of these things seemed of much interest to girls.
An orderly brought supper, and two hours later the night nurse gave Travis a red pill to help him sleep. Then she’d asked if he needed to go to the bathroom. This nurse was older than the one who’d come the previous night. Her gray hair was balled on the back of her head tight as a fist, and it seemed to tug her mouth into a tight-lipped frown.
“I guess you’ll need me to help,” she said irritably, as if she couldn’t see his lower right leg looked like it belonged to a mummy. Instead of getting a male orderly or a bedpan like the other nurse, she’d helped him to the bathroom herself and hadn’t even looked away, just watched Travis make water like she didn’t trust him to hit the bowl. Travis swore to piss in his water glass before he ever asked her help again.
THE NEXT MORNING PASSED EVEN SLOWER THAN THE PREVIOUS two. There was nothing on TV but game shows and the only thing to read was a Bible. He asked the nurse if she could get him some magazines and she brought back some year-old copies of National Geographic. One had an article on Civil War battlefields and Travis remembered what Leonard had said about Sheltons siding with the Union. He wondered if there were books about what happened in Madison County during the Civil War.
Late morning the doctor read the chart and checked Travis’s foot, not seeming to care much when he turned the ankle and Travis winced. You’ll be going home tomorrow morning, he told Travis, but that was nothing to get excited about. It just meant being stuck in his own bed instead of the hospital’s. Besides, at home the old man wouldn’t have to wait for visiting hours to light into him. Probably lay a pallet on my floor just so he can bad-mouth me last thing at night and first thing come morning, Travis figured.
The clock hands moved as if coated with tobacco resin. But it wasn’t just boredom that made time crawl. He was waiting for Lori. To help pass the time, he rummaged through his mind as he might a woodshed, searching for something long ago put away. Travis remembered one thing, something that happened in homeroom their sophomore year. It had been the Friday before Christmas break. During the last period students went to their homerooms for a “party,” though it was nothing but soft drinks and stale cookies. Slick Abernathy, the principal, had shown up at the door and handed Lori a full grocery bag. Soon as it was in her hands she’d sat back down while everyone else milled around the room. There was one detail more though, just at the edge of memory. Then it came to him. Lori had used only her right hand to eat and drink. The left gripped the grocery bag so no one could look inside.
He ate his lunch and had two more thermometers shoved in his mouth before Lori appeared. She brought not just her watering can but also a backpack.
“I went to the library to get you something to read, but I wasn’t certain what you’d like.”
She lifted three books from the backpack, let him see the titles: For Whom the Bell Tolls by Ernest Hemingway, Call of the Wild by Jack London, and The Last of the Mohicans by James Fenimore Cooper. He’d read the first two, so he took The Last of the Mohicans, though he had serious doubts if someone with the middle name Fenimore could write anything he’d much care for.
“The doctor says I’ll be going home in the morning,” Travis said. “How will I get it back to you?”
“Give the book to the nurse and I’ll get it from her.”
This time he made sure Lori stayed awhile, filling silences with questions he’d stacked in his mind like square bales in a barn loft. He learned more about her plans to get a CNA and found out she worked mornings and evenings at Carter’s Café. She had an older sister and a younger brother, and her mother worked at the yarn mill in Marshall. When he asked about her father, she said he’d left three years ago. She didn’t offer the where to and why.
“What are you going to do when you get out of high school?” she asked when he struggled for more words to keep her in the room.
Travis wanted to sidle around the question, but Lori wouldn’t allow it.
“I’m not sure,” he finally said, not mentioning he’d quit school three weeks before last year’s term ended.
“You