Alaskan: Stories From the Great Land. John Smelcer
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he was poor and alone. A hundred years is a long time—too long, he thought. And although he had never ventured far from the sea-edged village, he knew the world. Everything changes. The present destroys the past. History moves forward and backward, written and unwritten, repeating itself. Wars wage whenever peace has lasted too long. Andrew knew the great truths: compassion begets love; jealousy begets ruin; darkness precedes light; death precedes death; and despite it all, life endures.
The old man slowly buttoned his one good dress shirt, set his feet into mukluks, tied them, and donned his fur parka hanging on a nail near the oil stove. He turned down the wick of his oil lamp and blew out the small, yellow flame—the only sun the room had known in months.
After pushing hard to close the door, the old man quickly crossed the village to the church. The frozen sea lay behind it, giant wedges of ice piled endlessly for as far as the eye could see, almost glistening beneath the moon, which looked as though it were a hole torn in the black canvas of the night. It was twenty-eight degrees below zero. A wind arose, the ice pack heaved, and darkness lay on the land.
The church was the largest building in the village, built during The Great Death, when diseases carried from afar decimated the People. Death was everywhere then, in every house, in every igloo, on every family. Andrew had lost two wives and a son. The church, seeing an opportunity, blamed the epidemic on the People’s superstitions, told them that God was punishing them because they did not know Him. He had brought it upon them, His vengeance swift and terrible.
That is what they said, even though the missionaries themselves, among others, had brought the disease in the first place.
Within a couple generations, the old world vanished. The language decayed. Customs rotted. Myths turned into ghosts. Even ghosts found somewhere else to dwell. The old gave way to the new. The People were as lost as any man who had ever lost himself in the Arctic.
Nowadays, they had electricity, television, and soda pop. They had a new church to guide them, built of whitewashed planks with stained glass windows and gilded icons suspended on the inside walls. Icicles hung sharply from the roof eaves. Before each whaling season, whaleboat captains and hunters hauled umiaks through the wide doors for blessing. The tall steeple was visible for miles. Hunters used it to find their way home, a beacon of sorts, since they could no longer steer by stars.
A lone raven, ruffled and discontent, hunkered atop the steeple sulking about the cold and dark.
The church was comfortable inside, warm and well lit. Andrew volunteered at the church often, repairing the roof after high winds, replacing cracked windows, oiling door hinges, maintaining the rattling furnace, and polishing the hardwood floors.
Already, the pews were filling with villagers. The large room smelled of kerosene and smoked salmon and seal oil. It smelled like home. The old man took a seat in the back row and waited. He was glad for the warmth, for the light, and for the company. He had known these people all his life, their fathers and mothers—and their parents.
Minutes later, the priest approached the altar cradling a Bible in his hands and the room became as quiet as the sea. He looked around the room, smiling at the many faces, before opening the book and reading a passage aloud, softly at first.
For a long time the priest spoke about how sinners go to Hell, consumed eternally in a seething Lake of Fire, forever suffering for their sins.
“For all fall short of the Glory of God!” the priest shouted across the room, looking at the anxious faces staring back at him. “All are sinners!”
The priest declared how God was the Light, and how everlasting life came only through Him. Andrew looked out a window, saw the frozen world outside, lightless. When the service was over and the pews emptied, he remained sitting in the back row, his head hanging in the palms of his hands.
The priest came alongside.
“Why do you linger, Andrew? The service is over.”
“Father,” the old man asked, still looking to his hands. “If you had not told us about God and sin, would we go to Hell?”
The priest smiled softly, placed a hand on his shoulder.
“No, my son. The Lord does not punish those who do not know him.”
“Then,” said the old man, raising his tired, gray eyes, “why have you told us?”
Later, the old man shuffled back to his small house, passing other small houses, the snowy yards littered with old caribou antlers, empty and rusted fuel barrels, and broken down snowmobiles and boat motors. He lit the lamp and checked the heater. It was almost out of fuel. Even the lamp was near empty, the small yellow flame flickering. Andrew sat alone at his small table, his hands clasped, his eyes closed. He prayed for his people. He prayed for forgiveness. Most importantly, he prayed for understanding.
That night, as the old man slept, the heater ran out of fuel. The lamp oil ran out. Outside the small house, cold and darkness gathered. Even stars stopped burning.
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