The Skin of Meaning. Keith Flynn

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to see if the fates will hear our ode to joy,

      we are given the sound of a man losing everything;

      this is the hissing of his agitation, the sound of his

      broken heart as it is given and fills with shards,

      a piece of stone in an overgrown garden, a stiff,

      bitter, life-long secrecy tipping over a robust

      single indiscretion and no one is witness to the

      villain, shaved to a shadow in that moment,

      letting the sail of his love loose in a ripping wind

      and that lost direction reducing his reflection to

      a splinter as he spends his summer cutting down

      the grass which grows right back and when the

      colder weather comes to drive him down he trims

      the fat of his summer words and their loose darkness

      swims round his leather chair, the garden vines

      emptied of tone, their edges’ innuendo snarling,

      the hidden realities so carefully furrowed in shy

      smiles and feigned deference which fasten his

      fading future, slowly shot through with the wrinkles

      of original meaning that he has never outgrown.

       for Alan Moore

      Of course, my belief

      in culture is a sham.

      I’m mining this shaft,

      nourished on red velvet cake

      and scrubbing the live walls

      with a ShamWow that

      I squeeze for emeralds

      like a wizard on holiday.

      Don’t ask me to explain.

      It would only force you

      to turn on a television.

      There is an outcropping,

      a bitter pill hanging onto

      the cliff of the universe

      like an old icy tooth.

      It tastes of burlesque and

      Aqua Velva, soft shoe

      routines and bent spoons, went

      the way of the Andromeda Strain.

      Imagine an unnamed finger

      grew out of the heel

      of your hand and froze there.

      When the trees bow

      and bushes curtsy, as

      the silk wind brushes

      through my bramble-

      cluttered garden, the

      claws of the field mice

      and piston-powered

      rabbits scramble the

      unbroken dirt, the

      untended roses groan

      under the weight of

      their thorns, the

      untethered tomato vines

      sprawl and dump their

      fire-red loads among

      the robust weeds.

      At one corner, Japanese

      hornets have assembled

      a gray colony the size

      of a watermelon and

      ward off semi-serious

      excursions to pluck

      a renegade bud or

      puckered potato already

      on the verge of rot.

      A toxic black walnut

      tree stands sentinel

      at the leaning gate,

      dropping its dark

      grenades into the field’s

      jumbled stalks. Two

      squirrels quarrel over

      which one should

      command this wasted

      circle first, the entire

      acre fat on my neglect.

      Sit with things and listen long

      and the singing will begin.

      Turn your free fall into

      a voluntary act. The song

      shattered, every being

      takes its piece of the harmony.

      The well of the past is bottomless

      and in the walls the song climbs

      out of the nets and jewels of time,

      the infinite unraveling mingled

      with bitter intervals of radiance,

      well water, lotus heart, rising crane.

      You got to roll with it, or else you’ll roll

      under it, says the piano player, roiling

      the air with arpeggios. The genius is in

      the second line, the one entranced and

      in thrall to the drum, where the fierceness

      of the soil is made manifest, its black mass

      loosened by the rhythm of the water roots.

      If Heaven is the place where nothing ever

      happens, then the stomp and pomp takes

      place elsewhere. Horses fear bridges

      because of their binocular vision. Unable

      to see straight in front of them, their

      survival instincts have fashioned a 180

      degree panorama in their peripheral scope,

      with two realities constantly in play, like

      the whale heads hanging on either side

      of the Pequod’s stern, whom Melville

      named Kant and Locke; our perception

      is only narrowed when our brain feels

      threatened. In Antelope Canyon, on

      Navajo Land, Heaven is slotted in

      the sandstone, and gossamer beams

      of light compete with the waterfalls

      to frame a vision of life after death.

      The Crack and the Corkscrew spiral

      out of the layered earth tones like a

      pair of Dante’s hellish circles, where


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