The Wounded Hawk. Sara Douglass
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Corruption is drawn to you anyway, Thomas. You know the foulness seeks to destroy you, before you destroy it.
“She is useful. She is a woman, after all.”
Then make sure you do use her, Thomas, but do not allow her to use you. Remember the price if you fail.
Neville gave a low, confident laugh—and, in that instant, Margaret truly did hate him. How could she ever have wanted him to love her?
“They think to trap all mankind into eternal damnation,” Neville said to the archangel, “by forcing me to hand her my soul on a platter, blessed saint. But there is no danger. I cannot possibly love her.”
She breathes, Thomas, therefore she is a danger.
“She is no danger,” Neville said, with such horrifying confidence that Margaret had to shut her eyes and force away her hatred of him. If she allowed herself to hate him, then the angels had won here and now … and was that why Michael had chosen to show himself before both her and Thomas? To force her into hatred of her husband?
The archangel’s vision swept over Margaret, and what he saw on her face seemed to satisfy him.
Good, he said. Thomas, Joan has taken her place, and soon you will take yours. Danger surrounds both of you, but you must endure.
“The casket …” Neville said.
Is in London. It cries for you, it screams to you … do you not hear it in your dreams?
“Aye,” Neville whispered.
It shall be in your hands soon, but beware, Thomas, for the only truth that matters lies inside its bounds. Listen not to what demons whisper in your ears.
“Aye,” Neville said again, his voice stronger.
Blessed Thomas, the archangel said, and then he was gone.
Neville stared at the place where the archangel had stood, then he turned to look at Margaret.
She quailed at what she saw in his eyes, but she forced herself to speak before he did, and she used every ounce of her willpower to keep her voice steady.
“All truth matters,” she said, “whether it lies inside Wynkyn’s damned casket or not.”
“Demon,” he said. His voice was shockingly expressionless.
Her eyes filled with tears. “No, I am not, and have never been. But only when you hear the truth will you understand that.”
There was an instant’s hesitancy in his eyes at her words, and it gave her the strength to continue.
“If you love your daughter,” she said, “then you cannot believe her mother a demon … for what does that make Rosalind?”
Neville blinked, and dropped his eyes from hers. “You plan my destruction. You would say anything to further your plan.”
“No,” she whispered, and the sadness in her voice made Neville lift his eyes back to her face. “No, I plan only for your infinite joy.”
Then the sails cracked and filled with wind as they rounded the bend in the river, and Roger Salisbury jumped to his feet and shouted as London hove into view.
“Tom! Tom!” Graceful and certain, Bolingbroke leapt down the steps at the Savoy’s river gate, laughing and waving. Light glimmered about his fair hair and in the brilliance of the sun it seemed that his grey eyes had turned to silver. “Ah, Tom, I have so missed you!”
Neville jumped from the side of the boat onto the wharf and embraced Bolingbroke as fiercely as Bolingbroke did him. “You affect the happy face well, my lord, for one who is shortly to be married.”
“Ah, Tom, those are not the words to speak when your own wife is so close.”
Bolingbroke turned away from Neville and held out his hand for Margaret who, with Rosalind now in Agnes’ arms, was proceeding from boat to wharf with caution.
“My Lady Margaret,” Bolingbroke said softly, and kissed her gently on the mouth.
Neville, who had taken a step forward, now halted, transfixed by the look on Margaret’s face as she stared into Bolingbroke’s.
It was an expression of the most immense and intimate love.
And it was the more horrifying because, although Neville could not see Bolingbroke’s face, the expression on Margaret’s made it apparent that the love was returned in full measure.
Terror swept through Neville, and this terror was the more frightful because he could not place the reason for its existence.
She thinks to use Hal against me, he thought, frantically trying to justify his fear. She thinks to use her arts as a whore to lure him into her—
“Tom,” Bolingbroke said, turning back to him, “you look as if you have all the fishes of the Thames roiling about in your belly.”
“We have had a difficult voyage,” Neville said, finally, managing to twist his mouth in a tight, unconvincing smile.
“Oh, aye, we have that,” Margaret muttered, and Bolingbroke shot her a sharp look.
Vespers, the Feast of the Translation of St Cuthbert
In the first year of the reign of Richard II
(early evening Monday 5th September 1379)
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Margaret?” Bolingbroke closed the door to the storeroom quietly behind him, and stood, allowing his eyes to adjust to the dimness. The soft, warm glow of the autumn twilight filtered in through the half-closed shutters of the high windows, but all Bolingbroke could see, initially, were the bulging outlines of sacks of grain stacked against the back wall, and kegs of ale cached under the windows.
Then she moved from the safety of a shadow and the golden twilight swirled about her, and Bolingbroke made a soft sound and stepped forward and gathered her in his arms.
“Meg! Sweet Jesu, I did not know if my message had come safely to you!”
She shuddered, her face still pressed into his shoulder, and he realised she had sobbed, silently.
He pushed her back so that he could see her face. “Meg? What happened?”
Margaret managed a small smile. “What, Hal? Do I not even receive a kiss of greeting?”
Exasperated and frightened for her in equal amounts, Bolingbroke planted a quick kiss on her forehead. “What happened?”
“The great archangel appeared to us as we sailed down the Thames.”
“Michael dared …?”
“Oh, aye, he dared.” Margaret’s face twisted in remembered anger and loathing. “He called me filth, and said I was an abomination.”
Bolingbroke drew her to him again and tried as best he could to give her comfort. “And Tom?” he whispered, and felt her stiffen.
“The archangel told him to beware of me, as I was that which he had to destroy.”
“We have always known that Tom would suspect you—”
“Aye, but Tom said that I was more useful alive than dead, and that I was no danger to him.”
Bolingbroke hugged her tight. “He does not love you?”
“No. I do not think he ever will.”
Bolingbroke was silent a long moment. “We cannot have that,” he eventually said, very