Father In Training. Сьюзен Мэллери
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and helped him. She’d leaned close, pointing out the awkward construction and mismatched sentences. He’d barely been able to write, with her right next to him. The scent of her body had driven him wild. He’d wanted to kiss her, to touch her, to do anything to let her know how he felt. He could still remember the freckles on her nose and the light in her eyes as she’d smiled at him.
Their arms had brushed together. Electricity had raced through him, from his head to his toes. When the paper was finished, he’d waited for her to move away, but she hadn’t. He’d stretched his arms wide, yawning exaggeratedly, then he’d casually dropped his arm over her shoulders. He’d hugged several girls by then, but with Sandy he felt as if he were doing it for the first time. He couldn’t think of anything to say. His mouth had gone dry, his tongue twisted up. She’d turned slightly toward him, her smile soft and knowing.
“I think you’re a great guy, Kyle,” she’d said. “You’re going to make some girl very happy.”
She should have just shot him and been done with it. Not even the brief kiss on his cheek was enough to make up for the humiliation of that moment. He’d tried and he’d failed. He didn’t have a chance with her.
Kyle started on the walls of the bedroom. The hell of it was, after all this time, he still hated the way she’d dismissed him. Years later, he could still taste the defeat.
Was that what this was about? he wondered. Was he just trying to prove something to himself and maybe to Sandy? Or had those long-ago feelings simply been lying dormant, waiting for her to return?
He shook his head. That was crazy. He hadn’t been waiting for her to return. But he sure wished he’d kissed her last night. The thought of holding her in his arms had kept him awake until after midnight. Maybe what he should do is—
“You’re almost done in here.”
He turned toward the voice and saw Lindsay walking into the bedroom. The preteen gave him a winning smile, then tossed her ponytail over her shoulder.
“It’s going pretty fast,” Kyle said, dipping the roller into the tray. “Whose room is this going to be?”
Lindsay moved close to him and fluttered her eyelashes. Obviously she hadn’t gotten over her crush. “Mine.”
He was sorry he’d asked. Still, he didn’t say anything to her. He didn’t want to hurt her feelings. He, of all people, knew what it was like to be dismissed by the object of his affection. Yet he didn’t want to encourage her, either. The situation made him damn uncomfortable.
Lindsay crossed the room to the window. “We’re going to put up a wallpaper border.”
“That’ll look real nice.”
“You think so?”
She stared at him earnestly, as if his answer mattered more than anything. Kyle finished the wall opposite the window and nodded. “Yeah, sure it will. Did you come up to see how I was doing, or did you want something specific?”
“Oh, Mom’s ordering sandwiches for lunch. What would you like?”
“Lean roast beef with everything.”
She wrinkled her nose. At that moment, she looked just like her mother. Kyle grinned. “You don’t approve?”
“I hate onions.”
“Then I won’t make you eat any.”
Lindsay laughed. Kyle couldn’t figure out if he was making it better or worse. Before he had a chance to decide, Travis poked his head into the room.
“Lindsay, your mom’s looking for you,” he said.
“Okay.” She glanced at Kyle. “I’ve got to give her the orders. You can come downstairs if you’d like. Everyone is taking a break.”
“Thanks. I’ll do that.” He waited until she left, then grimaced at his brother. “What am I going to do about her?”
Travis came into the room and laughed. “I can’t help you, little brother. Lindsay is way out of my league.”
“Thanks for nothing.” Kyle slipped the roller into the tray, then turned toward the last unpainted wall. “When you were first dating Elizabeth, did you have any problems with her daughter, Mandy?”
“Mandy was six at the time. She only ever saw me as a substitute father. Can’t you just tell Lindsay you’re too old for her?”
“Sure. But then I’ll hurt her feelings and humiliate her.”
“I wish I had something better to tell you.”
Kyle shrugged. “Me, too.” He raised his arms and moved the roller up and down above the closet door. “I’ll think of something.”
Travis grinned. “I don’t understand why there’s a problem in the first place. You’re usually so good with kids.”
“It’s different this time.”
“Why?”
Because I think I care about Sandy. Except he didn’t want to admit to that. Not yet. Just thinking about it was enough to make him break out in a cold sweat. He knew better than to care. It was dangerous. If his brothers, father and uncles had taught him one thing, it was that Haynes men didn’t make good husbands and fathers. They’d been failing at it for several generations. He frowned. Except for Travis. His brother had been married for over two years. He and Elizabeth had had a daughter. They were happy. So Travis had escaped the Haynes family curse. That didn’t mean Kyle was also going to get lucky.
“Maybe you should think about settling down,” Travis told him.
“I’m not the type. My relationships don’t last.”
“That’s because you leave the women before they can leave you.”
“What am I supposed to do about it? Stay, and let them leave me?”
“How about trusting they might want to stay?”
Kyle put down the roller and stared at his brother. They were about the same height, with the same dark hair and eyes. Travis was four years older. His marriage had softened his hard edges and made him a happy man.
“What if they don’t stay?” Kyle asked.
Travis’s smile faded. “What if they do? It seems to me you’re already changing things.”
“What does that mean?”
“We’re here.” He moved his arm out to indicate the room, then the house beyond. “You’ve never involved your family with one of your women before.”
“Sandy’s not one of my women. She’s—”
Travis waited, his eyebrows raised.
“Forget it,” Kyle mumbled and turned back to the painting. He concentrated on moving the roller down the narrow strip of wall between the closet and the corner. “Don’t you have work to do?” he asked.
“Not really. We’re taking a break until the deli delivers the sandwiches. You could come down and join us. Or you could continue to hide up here.”
Kyle grunted. “I’ll be down when I’m done.”
“Sure.” Travis started out the door.
“And I’m not hiding,” he called.
Travis laughed.
* * *
Kyle knew he hadn’t been hiding, but Sandy was still sure avoiding him. All through lunch, she sat at the far end of the living room. Sunlight streamed through the bare windows. Someone had swept the hardwood floor, then mopped it until it gleamed. With no furniture in the large house, they’d each pulled up a piece of floor when the meal had arrived. Nichole had passed out sodas, then taken a seat near Austin. The gray-eyed pirate always had a way with the ladies,