In Bed with Her Ex. Nina Harrington
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always—’ But he’d warned her, all or nothing. And now it was nothing.
Sitting in the hotel garden, she tried to understand what she’d just learned. The ‘poor boy’ with barely a penny had actually been the son of a vastly wealthy man. But perhaps he hadn’t known. He might have been illegitimate and only discovered his father later. She must try to believe that because otherwise their whole relationship had been based on a lie. The love and open-heartedness, so sweet between them, would have been an illusion.
She shivered.
It was time to flee before he found her. She couldn’t bear to meet him and see his eyes as he discovered her now, her looks gone. How he would gloat at her downfall, how triumphant he would be in his revenge.
But as she neared the building she saw that it was already too late. The glass door into the garden was opening. Marcel was there, and with him the receptionist, saying, ‘There’s the lady, sir. I was sure I saw her come out here. Mrs Henshaw, here is Mr Falcon.’
‘I’m sorry I kept you waiting,’ Marcel said smoothly.
‘No … it was my fault,’ she stammered. ‘I shouldn’t have come outside—’
‘I don’t blame you at all. It’s stifling in there, isn’t it? Why don’t we both sit out in the fresh air?’
He gestured towards the garden and she walked ahead, too dazed to do anything else.
He hadn’t reacted.
He hadn’t recognised her.
It might be the poor light. Twilight was settling, making everything fade into shadows, denying him a clear view of her face. That was a relief. It would give her time to take control of the situation.
But she was shaken with anguish as they reached a table and he pulled out a chair for her. He had loved her so much, and now he no longer recognised her.
‘What can I get you to drink?’ Marcel asked. ‘Champagne?’
‘Tonic water, please,’ she said. ‘I prefer to keep a clear head.’
‘You’re quite right. I’ll have the same since obviously I’d better keep a clear head too. Waiter!’
A stranger might be fooled by this, she thought wryly, but the young Marcel had had an awesome ability to imbibe cheap wine while losing none of his faculties. After a night of particular indulgence she’d once challenged him to prove that he was ‘up to it’. Whereupon he’d tossed her onto the bed, flung himself down beside her and proved it again and again, to the delight and hilarity of them both.
Hilarity? Yes. It had been a joy and a joke at the same time—exhausting each other, triumphing over each other, never knowing who was the winner, except that they both were.
‘Cassie, my sweet beloved, why do you tease me?’
‘To get you to do what I wanted, of course.’
‘And did I do it to your satisfaction?’
‘Let’s try again and I’ll let you know.’
‘You clearly believe that business comes before pleasure,’ he told her now in a voice that the years hadn’t changed. He spoke English well, but with the barest hint of a French accent that had always enchanted her.
How many women, she wondered, had been enchanted by it since?
‘Smith recommended you to me in the highest possible terms,’ Marcel continued. ‘He said nobody knew as much about my new property as you.’
‘I hope I can live up to Mr Smith’s praise,’ she said primly.
‘I’m sure you will.’ His reply was courteous and mechanical.
‘Do you mean to make the hotel similar to La Couronne?’
‘I see you’ve been doing your homework. Excellent. There will be similarities. I aim to provide many facilities, like a conference centre.’
‘I wonder if the building is big enough for that.’
‘I agree. There will need to be expansion. I want the best firm of builders you can recommend.’
For a while he continued to talk about his plans, which were ambitious, and she made notes, not even raising her head when the waiter appeared with their tonic water.
Her hand, and one part of her brain, were working automatically. There was nothing in him to suggest recognition, no tension, no brightening of the eyes. His oblivion was so total that she even wondered if she was mistaken and he wasn’t her Marcel after all. But when she stole a sideways glance she knew there had been no mistake. The shape of his head, the curve of his lips, the darkness of his eyes; all these she knew, even at a distance of years.
This was her Marcel.
Yet no longer hers.
And no longer really Marcel.
The same was true of her. Cassie was gone for ever and only Mrs Henshaw remained.
He moved and she hastened to bury herself in her work. When she dared to look up he had filled her glass. In her best businesslike voice she said, ‘I happen to know that the owner of the building next door has been thinking of selling.’
‘That would be useful for my expansion. Give me the details and I’ll approach him. Do you have any more information?’
She scribbled some details and passed them to him.
‘Excellent. I’m sure Smith told you that I need an assistant to work with me on this project. You’d do better than anyone.’
‘That’s very impulsive. Don’t you need more time to think about it?’
‘Not at all. The right decisions are very quickly made. And so they should be.’
For a moment she was fired with temptation. To take the job, be with him day after day, with him not knowing who she was. The prospect was so enticing as to be scary.
But she could not. She must not.
‘It’s impossible,’ she said reluctantly.
‘Why? Would your husband object? He doesn’t mind you working for Smith.’
‘I’m divorced.’
‘So you’re the mistress of your own destiny and can do as you choose.’
She almost laughed aloud. Once she’d imagined exactly the same, and been shown otherwise in the most brutal fashion.
‘Nobody chooses their own destiny,’ she said. ‘We only think we do. Wise people remember that.’
He gave her a curious look. ‘Are you wise, Mrs Henshaw?’ ‘Sooner or later we all become wise, don’t we?’ ‘Some of us.’
As he said it he looked directly at her. She met his eyes, seeking recognition in them, but seeing only a blank. Or merely a weariness and disillusion that matched her own.
‘Things are moving fast in the property world,’ he said, ‘as I’m sure you know. When I tell Smith that I’ve decided to employ you I’m sure he’ll release you quickly.’
He’d decided, she noted. No suggestion that she had a decision to make.
‘I need a little time to think,’ she hedged. ‘I’ll pay you twice what you’re getting now.’ ‘I could lie about the amount.’
‘And I could check with him. I won’t, though, I trust you. Don’t worry, I’m a hard taskmaster. I’ll get full value from you.’
‘Now, look—’
‘I won’t take no for an answer. Fine, that’s settled.’ ‘It is not,’ she said, her temper rising. ‘Please don’t try to tell me what