His Unexpected Return. Jessica Keller
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shield she’d constructed from her pain and tears.
She lowered her voice and used a tone she often used when Piper was in trouble. “I think you were young and at one point you might have thought you felt something, but it wasn’t love. It couldn’t have been.”
He opened his mouth, but she shook her head.
“What you did to me? That wasn’t loving, Wade. It was pretty much the extreme opposite.” She sighed, and if felt as if more than her lungs were deflating. “Love is more than stolen kisses and some whispered words. It is day in and day out dedication. It shows itself in someone’s actions.”
And when his actions were laid out on the table and added together, they would not equal love. She didn’t need to say it for him to understand.
He had used her and when he had decided she had no intrinsic value, he discarded her.
It was a truth he would never be able to erase. One she would remind herself of every time his gentle, searching gaze fell on her.
Wade gripped the fencing near where she stood and Cassidy wished he hadn’t. He smelled like salty ocean air and late-night walks and even now, even after everything, his proximity made her heart rate tick up. It had always been that way between them though—a strong physical pull to one another. Her younger self had confused attraction with love. Physical desire is all that had existed between them, not anything real, not anything lasting.
Not anything worth fighting for.
She realized that now.
No matter how handsome or charming Wade was, she wouldn’t allow herself to be drawn to him again.
“I will never be able to take back what I did. I may never get the opportunity to explain why I did it.” Close up now, his eyes blazed with intensity. “But when I say I loved you—believe me. What I felt for you was the realest, rightest thing I’ve ever felt. And it doesn’t matter if you doubt that—it’s my fault that you would—but disbelief doesn’t make something any less true.” He took a step back and ran his hand over his jawline. His fingers tripped along his throat.
She hugged her arms to her body. It had been hot all day but a sudden chill rolled down her back. “It certainly makes for a nice story. But I know what happened, Wade. You can’t rewrite it into something prettier than what it was.”
Wade barked out a single laugh that held no trace of humor. “You don’t believe me. You don’t want anything to do with me. Message received. I get it,” he said. He crossed his arms, mirroring her pose. “Will Piper be back tomorrow? Should we pick a time so I can meet her?”
Cassidy held up a hand. “I said this will happen on my time, when I’m ready. It definitely isn’t happening tomorrow.”
He frowned. “Then when?”
“When I decide it’s the right time. For now, I want to make sure you’re not going to meet her and then never have anything to do with her again.”
“I wouldn’t—” He worked his jaw back and forth, clearly biting back whatever he was about to say. “I’m not leaving. You know that, right?”
“We’ll see.”
Deep down, she hoped he would prove her wrong. For Piper’s sake, she hoped he’d stay.
Maybe for Cassidy’s sake too.
She firmly shoved that thought away.
Foolishness like that had only ever gotten her a broken heart.
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