He's the One. Jackie Braun
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in her world who didn’t know her history. Who wasn’t sending her sideways looks, loaded with sympathy now that Gregg had chosen another.
“I’m marrying the mystery of the night,” she told him solemnly. “It’s an ancient ceremony that dates back to the worship of goddesses.”
He contemplated her for a moment, and she had that feeling again. Why did she always feel driven to say foolish things around him?
But then he rewarded her with a smile that, ever so briefly, chased the dark shadow from his eyes.
“Sweet Pea, you were always an original.”
“Yes, I know, an original character.”
“Do you know how rare that is in the world?” The sadness in his eyes had returned.
She didn’t. She wanted to invite him to the fire so he could tell her what a good thing it was. Wanted to chase the shadows from his eyes and make him laugh. And feel his touch again.
He was a weakness in a life she was determined to make about strength and independence. If she really practiced ancient ceremonies, which she didn’t, Brand Sheridan’s sudden arrival would surely be interpreted as a test of her commitment.
“Good night,” she said firmly, and pushed her way, finally, through the gap in the prickly hedge. She felt sick when the dress caught, somewhere high up the back of her rib cage, the snagging sound loud against the quiet of the night.
She froze, then pulled tentatively, but she was caught, and even though she reminded herself she didn’t need this dress anymore, she couldn’t bring herself to risk wrecking it by yanking free.
Now what? Set down the box to free up her hands so she could untangle the dress? Even bending to set down the box was probably going to damage the dress further.
She cast a look over her shoulder, hoping Brand had departed at her firm good-night. But, oh no, he stood there, arms folded over the solidness of his chest, watching her, amusement playing with the stern cast of his features.
Around him, everything always went wrong. Would a dignified departure have been too much to ask for?
Sophie backed up a half step hoping that would release the twig caught in her dress. Instead she heard a brand-new snagging sound at her waist.
How was it she had managed to get through the hedge the first time without incident?
Now she was afraid to move at all in case she tangled the dress further in the twigs. She could throw down the box, but what if its contents scattered again?
It seemed like an hour had passed as she contemplated her options. A gentleman would have figured out she needed help.
But Brand, black sheep of his family, was no gentleman. That was evident when she slid him another look.
He was enjoying her situation. His shoulders were actually shaking with mirth, though he was trying to keep his expression inscrutable.
“Could you give me a hand?” she snapped.
She would have been better off, she realized, too late, to rip the dress or throw down the box. Because she had invited him in way too close.
He shoved through the hedge, oblivious to the prickles and the fact the gap was way too small to accommodate him. He stood at her shoulder, pressed close. For the second time, the scent of him, warmly, seductively masculine, filled her nostrils. Now, she could also feel the warmth of his breath tickling the nape of her neck, touching the delicate lobe of her ear.
She was instantly covered in goose bumps.
Naturally, he noticed!
“Are you cold, Sophie?” he asked, his voice a rough whisper that intensified the goose bumps.
“Frozen,” she managed to mumble, “it’s chilly at this time of night.”
That declaration gave her an excuse to shiver when his hand touched her arm, heated, Brand branding her.
He laughed softly, not fooled, all too certain of his charm around women. And she was absurdly, jealously aware this was not the first time he had handled the intricacies of women’s clothing.
He might have been touching a wounded, frightened bird, his fingers on her tangled gown were so exquisitely gentle.
Experienced, she told herself. Brand Sheridan had been out of her league before he had made a career of being an adventurer. Now, every exotic world he had visited was in his touch.
“There,” he said.
She gritted her teeth. “I think I’m caught in one more place. Left side. Waist.”
His breath moved away from her ear, she felt his hand trace the line of her waist in the darkness.
With a quick flick of his wrist that came both too soon and not nearly soon enough, she felt him free her. She dashed away without saying thank you and without looking back.
But his chuckle followed her. “By the way, Sweet Pea, you can’t marry the night. You promised you were going to wait for me.”
Yes, she had. In one of those rash moments of late-night letter writing shortly after he’d left, full of the drama and angst and emotion a girl feels at fifteen and really never again, Sophie had promised she would love him forever. And had she done that? Thrown away the bird in hand for a complete fantasy she had sold herself when she was a young teen?
“Brand Sheridan,” she called back, grateful for the distance and the darkness that protected her from his all-seeing gaze, “don’t you embarrass me by reminding me of my fifteen-year-old self!”
“I loved your fifteen-year-old self.”
A test. A black, star-filled night, a fire roaring in the background, her in a wedding dress, and Brand Sheridan loving her, even if it was who she used to be. Not that she should kid herself he’d had an inkling who she was, then or now. Or that what he so casually called love should in any way be mistaken for the real thing.
“You did not,” Sophie told him sternly. “You found me aggravating. And annoying. Exceedingly.”
His laughter nearly called her back to the other side of the hedge, but no, she was making her escape. She was not going to be charmed by him.
Time to get over it! Maybe it was a good thing Brand Sheridan had finally come home.
Maybe a person had to close the door on the past completely before they could have a hope for the future.
Maybe that’s why things had not worked out between her and Gregg.
Ignoring the rich invitation of his laughter, and her desire to see if it could possibly erase whatever haunted his eyes, Sophie scuttled across her own backyard, and through the door of her house, letting it slam behind her.
Brand was aware, as he walked through the darkness back to the front of his father’s home, that he felt something he had not felt in a long, long time.
It took him a moment to identify it.
And then he realized that his heart felt light. Sophie Holtzheim, Sweet Pea, was as funny as ever. The fact that it was largely unintentional only made it funnier.
“The goddess in the garden burning urgent rubbish and marrying the night,” he muttered to himself, with a rueful shake of his head.
Still, there was a part that wasn’t funny, Brand thought, searching over the casing of the front door for his father’s hidden house key. Sweet Pea now looked like the goddess she had alluded to.
He wasn’t even quite sure how he’d known it was her, she was so changed. He remembered a freckled face, a shock of reddish hair, always messy, constantly sunburnt and scraped. He remembered glasses, knobby elbows and knees, her hand coming up to cover a wide mouth glittering with silvery braces.
He remembered