We Won’t Give In

      We’re both hard headed

      It’s plain to see

      We won’t give in

      not you

      and not me

      It’s been some time now

      and so many unspoken moments

      have passed

      I think to myself how long will this last

      I don’t know what happened to us

      I just know it feels like I was hit by a bus

      I just want it to be over now

      So we can once again be us.

      Coronavirus, you really suck

      No shopping for what I want

      No movies with my sisters

      No working out at the gym

      No visiting my grandbabies

      No Disneyland

      No eating out

      No regular doctors’ appointments

      No strolls at the park or the beach

      No vacations

      No celebrations for birthdays, weddings, or anniversaries

      No funerals for our departed

      Everything now is a big fat no.

      It hurts me more than I’d like to explain

      It’s tormenting me and causing me so much pain

      I fear it won’t be long before it drives me insane

      I want and need some relief from it all

      I feel like I will not be able to get back up if I fall

      I need to get a head of this moment, I need to do it

      right now, before it’s too late for me and my sanity.

      She was a powerful and enchanting being

      Her life was so full love and adventure

      Those who knew her

      knew her passion for life

      and love for others

      She always went out of her way

      for the ones who needed her

      Her family was the most precious gift in her life.

      Be loving

      Be kind

      For we can go

      Forward

      But we cannot

      Rewind

      What’s done

      Is done

      So please be

      Loving and be

      Kind.

      I want to be happy

      Happy as I can be

      Happy so happy

      for all to see

      Happy yes happy

      Not fake happy

      You see

      But the real happy

      The happy

      That’s me.

      What’s out there

      I awake to what’s calling me,

      but I am not sure why.

      it feels like something

      wants me to be

      awake,

      to pay attention

      to what’s coming

      or already here

      I’m so unsure of what it is

      that’s out there

      I don’t know if it’s good

      or bad

      I just know that I’m

      awake for whatever it might be.

      On the Other Side

      Meet me on the other side

      Where the wind blows in every direction

      Where the sun never goes down

      Where everything is so peaceful and blissful

      I didn’t start living until now

      I was not at peace until now

      Everyone I have ever lost is here with me now

      I hope you understand that I am all right

      And that’s what I want you to be, until

      We are together once again for all time.

      Drowning

      My eyes they weep for you

      They are heavy and overflowing with tears

      of such great sadness

      Nothing I do seems to be taking them away

      no relief in sight

      they are drowning in their own fluids.

      Spoiled Love

      It’s the bitter taste

      Of a love that has become spoiled

      Outdated and time for it to be

      Thrown away.

      The moment was upon us

      We were waiting for them to arrive

      It had been such a long year without them

      Finally we would all be together again

      A family loving and welcoming each other

      With warm and kind conversations.

      Even though she had been broken

      She found the strength to pick up her pieces

      To start the day a new.

      I can’t let go of it

      the love the memories the years

      won’t just let them leave

      I want them to stay

      always

      with me.

      We can

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