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tolled, that night, the city clock!

       At morn my sick heart hunger scarcely stung,

       Nor to the beggar’s language could I frame my tongue.

      So passed another day, and so the third:

       Then did I try, in vain, the crowd’s resort,

       In deep despair by frightful wishes stirr’d,

       Near the sea-side I reached a ruined fort:

       There, pains which nature could no more support,

       With blindness linked, did on my vitals fall;

       Dizzy my brain, with interruption short

       Of hideous sense; I sunk, nor step could crawl,

       And thence was borne away to neighbouring hospital.

      Recovery came with food: but still, my brain

       Was weak, nor of the past had memory.

       I heard my neighbours, in their beds, complain

       Of many things which never troubled me;

       Of feet still bustling round with busy glee,

       Of looks where common kindness had no part,

       Of service done with careless cruelty,

       Fretting the fever round the languid heart,

       And groans, which, as they said, would make a dead man start.

      These things just served to stir the torpid sense,

       Nor pain nor pity in my bosom raised.

       Memory, though slow, returned with strength; and thence

       Dismissed, again on open day I gazed,

       At houses, men, and common light, amazed.

       The lanes I sought, and as the sun retired,

       Came, where beneath the trees a faggot blazed;

       The wild brood saw me weep, my fate enquired,

       And gave me food, and rest, more welcome, more desired.

      My heart is touched to think that men like these,

       The rude earth’s tenants, were my first relief:

       How kindly did they paint their vagrant ease!

       And their long holiday that feared not grief,

       For all belonged to all, and each was chief.

       No plough their sinews strained; on grating road

       No wain they drove, and yet, the yellow sheaf

       In every vale for their delight was stowed:

       For them, in nature’s meads, the milky udder flowed.

      Semblance, with straw and pauniered ass, they made

       Of potters wandering on from door to door:

       But life of happier sort to me pourtrayed,

       And other joys my fancy to allure;

       The bagpipe dinning on the midnight moor

       In barn uplighted, and companions boon

       Well met from far with revelry secure,

       In depth of forest glade, when jocund June

       Rolled fast along the sky his warm and genial moon.

      But ill it suited me, in journey dark

       O’er moor and mountain, midnight theft to hatch;

       To charm the surly house-dog’s faithful bark.

       Or hang on tiptoe at the lifted latch;

       The gloomy lantern, and the dim blue match,

       The black disguise, the warning whistle shrill,

       And ear still busy on its nightly watch,

       Were not for me, brought up in nothing ill;

       Besides, on griefs so fresh my thoughts were brooding still.

      What could I do, unaided and unblest?

       Poor Father! gone was every friend of thine:

       And kindred of dead husband are at best

       Small help, and, after marriage such as mine,

       With little kindness would to me incline.

       Ill was I then for toil or service fit:

       With tears whose course no effort could confine,

       By highway side forgetful would I sit

       Whole hours, my idle arms in moping sorrow knit.

      I lived upon the mercy of the fields,

       And oft of cruelty the sky accused;

       On hazard, or what general bounty yields,

       Now coldly given, now utterly refused,

       The fields I for my bed have often used:

       But, what afflicts my peace with keenest ruth

       Is, that I have my inner self abused,

       Foregone the home delight of constant truth,

       And clear and open soul, so prized in fearless youth.

      Three years a wanderer, often have I view’d,

       In tears, the sun towards that country tend

       Where my poor heart lost all its fortitude:

       And now across this moor my steps I bend —

       Oh! tell me whither — for no earthly friend

       Have I. — She ceased, and weeping turned away,

       As if because her tale was at an end

       She wept; — because she had no more to say

       Of that perpetual weight which on her spirit lay.

      GOODY BLAKE, AND HARRY GILL, A TRUE STORY

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      Oh! what’s the matter? what’s the matter?

       What is’t that ails young Harry Gill?

       That evermore his teeth they chatter,

       Chatter, chatter, chatter still.

       Of waistcoats Harry has no lack,

       Good duffle grey, and flannel fine;

       He has a blanket on his back,

       And coats enough to smother nine.

      In March, December, and in July,

       “Tis all the same with Harry Gill;

       The neighbours tell, and tell you truly,

       His teeth they chatter, chatter still.

       At night, at morning, and at noon,

       ‘Tis all the same with Harry Gill;

       Beneath the sun, beneath the moon,

       His teeth they chatter, chatter still.

      Young Harry was a lusty drover,

       And who so stout of limb as he?

       His cheeks were red as ruddy clover,

       His voice was like the voice of three.

       Auld Goody Blake was old and poor,

       Ill fedd she was, and thinly clad;

       And any man who pass’d her door,

       Might see how poor a hut she had.

      All day she spun in her poor dwelling,

       And then her three hours’ work at night!

       Alas! ‘twas hardly worth the telling,

       It would not pay for candlelight.

      

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