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is far from here,—but I care naught for my tribe, for I am Canim, the Canoe!”
“And must I, Li Wan, who am weary, travel always your trail until I die?”
“You, Li Wan, are my wife, and the wife travels the husband’s trail wheresoever it goes. It is the law. And were it not the law, yet would it be the law of Canim, who is lawgiver unto himself and his.”
She bowed her head again, for she knew no other law than that man was the master of woman.
“Be not in haste,” Canim cautioned her, as she began to strap the meagre camp outfit to her pack. “The sun is yet hot, and the trail leads down and the footing is good.”
She dropped her work obediently and resumed her seat.
Canim regarded her with speculative interest. “You do not squat on your hams like other women,” he remarked.
“No,” she answered. “It never came easy. It tires me, and I cannot take my rest that way.”
“And why is it your feet point not straight before you?”
“I do not know, save that they are unlike the feet of other women.”
A satisfied light crept into his eyes, but otherwise he gave no sign.
“Like other women, your hair is black; but have you ever noticed that it is soft and fine, softer and finer than the hair of other women?”
“I have noticed,” she answered shortly, for she was not pleased at such cold analysis of her sex-deficiencies.
“It is a year, now, since I took you from your people,” he went on, “and you are nigh as shy and afraid of me as when first I looked upon you. How does this thing be?”
Li Wan shook her head. “I am afraid of you, Canim, you are so big and strange. And further, before you looked upon me even, I was afraid of all the young men. I do not know … I cannot say … only it seemed, somehow, as though I should not be for them, as though …”
“Ay,” he encouraged, impatient at her faltering.
“As though they were not my kind.”
“Not your kind?” he demanded slowly. “Then what is your kind?”
“I do not know, I …” She shook her head in a bewildered manner. “I cannot put into words the way I felt. It was strangeness in me. I was unlike other maidens, who sought the young men slyly. I could not care for the young men that way. It would have been a great wrong, it seemed, and an ill deed.”
“What is the first thing you remember?” Canim asked with abrupt irrelevance.
“Pow-Wah-Kaan, my mother.”
“And naught else before Pow-Wah-Kaan?”
“Naught else.”
But Canim, holding her eyes with his, searched her secret soul and saw it waver.
“Think, and think hard, Li Wan!” he threatened.
She stammered, and her eyes were piteous and pleading, but his will dominated her and wrung from her lips the reluctant speech.
“But it was only dreams, Canim, ill dreams of childhood, shadows of things not real, visions such as the dogs, sleeping in the sun-warmth, behold and whine out against.”
“Tell me,” he commanded, “of the things before Pow-Wah-Kaan, your mother.”
“They are forgotten memories,” she protested. “As a child I dreamed awake, with my eyes open to the day, and when I spoke of the strange things I saw I was laughed at, and the other children were afraid and drew away from me. And when I spoke of the things I saw to Pow-Wah-Kaan, she chided me and said they were evil; also she beat me. It was a sickness, I believe, like the falling-sickness that comes to old men; and in time I grew better and dreamed no more. And now … I cannot remember”—she brought her hand in a confused manner to her forehead—“they are there, somewhere, but I cannot find them, only …”
“Only,” Canim repeated, holding her.
“Only one thing. But you will laugh at its foolishness, it is so unreal.”
“Nay, Li Wan. Dreams are dreams. They may be memories of other lives we have lived. I was once a moose. I firmly believe I was once a moose, what of the things I have seen in dreams, and heard.”
Strive as he would to hide it, a growing anxiety was manifest, but Li Wan, groping after the words with which to paint the picture, took no heed.
“I see a snow-tramped space among the trees,” she began, “and across the snow the sign of a man where he has dragged himself heavily on hand and knee. And I see, too, the man in the snow, and it seems I am very close to him when I look. He is unlike real men, for he has hair on his face, much hair, and the hair of his face and head is yellow like the summer coat of the weasel. His eyes are closed, but they open and search about. They are blue like the sky, and look into mine and search no more. And his hand moves, slow, as from weakness, and I feel …”
“Ay,” Canim whispered hoarsely. “You feel—?”
“No! no!” she cried in haste. “I feel nothing. Did I say ‘feel’? I did not mean it. It could not be that I should mean it. I see, and I see only, and that is all I see—a man in the snow, with eyes like the sky, and hair like the weasel. I have seen it many times, and always it is the same—a man in the snow—”
“And do you see yourself?” he asked, leaning forward and regarding her intently. “Do you ever see yourself and the man in the snow?”
“Why should I see myself? Am I not real?”
His muscles relaxed and he sank back, an exultant satisfaction in his eyes which he turned from her so that she might not see.
“I will tell you, Li Wan,” he spoke decisively; “you were a little bird in some life before, a little moose-bird, when you saw this thing, and the memory of it is with you yet. It is not strange. I was once a moose, and my father’s father afterward became a bear—so said the shaman, and the shaman cannot lie. Thus, on the Trail of the Gods we pass from life to life, and the gods know only and understand. Dreams and the shadows of dreams be memories, nothing more, and the dog, whining asleep in the sun-warmth, doubtless sees and remembers things gone before. Bash, there, was a warrior once. I do firmly believe he was once a warrior.”
Canim tossed a bone to the brute and got upon his feet. “Come, let us begone. The sun is yet hot, but it will get no cooler.”
“And these white people, what are they like?” Li Wan made bold to ask.
“Like you and me,” he answered, “only they are less dark of skin. You will be among them ere the day is dead.”
Canim lashed the sleeping-robe to his one-hundred-and-fifty-pound pack, smeared his face with wet clay, and sat down to rest till Li Wan had finished loading the dogs. Olo cringed at sight of the club in her hand, and gave no trouble when the bundle of forty pounds and odd was strapped upon him. But Bash was aggrieved and truculent, and could not forbear to whimper and snarl as he was forced to receive the burden. He bristled his back and bared his teeth as she drew the straps tight, the while throwing all the malignancy of his nature into the glances shot at her sideways and backward. And Canim chuckled and said, “Did I not say he was once a very great warrior?”
“These furs will bring a price,” he remarked as he adjusted his head-strap and lifted his pack clear of the ground. “A big price. The white men pay well for such goods, for they have no time to hunt and are soft to the cold. Soon shall we feast, Li Wan, as you have feasted never in all the lives you have lived before.”
She grunted acknowledgment and gratitude for her lord’s condescension, slipped into the harness, and bent forward to the load.
“The next time I am born, I would be born a white man,” he added, and swung off down the trail which dived into the gorge