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what would there be gained for any one,—if I merely announced my discovery, without–starting the steamboat? And though I did feebly query whether I should be equally bound to establish a communication, with pecuniary emolument, to the North Pole, in case I discovered that, his remark, that this was the Nile, and had nothing to do with the North Pole, was so forcible and pertinent, that I felt ashamed of my suggestion; and upon second thought, that idea of the dinner and procession really had a good deal in it. I had been in New York, and knew the length of Broadway; and at the recollection, felt flattered by the thought of being conveyed in an open chariot drawn by four or even eight horses, with nodding plumes, (literal ones for the horses,—only metaphorical ones for me,) past those stately buildings fluttering with handkerchiefs, and through streets black with people thronging to see the man who had solved the riddle of Africa. And then it would be pleasant, too, to make a neat little speech to the Common Council,—letting the brave show catch its own tail in its mouth, by proving, that, if America did not achieve everything, she could appreciate—yes, appreciate was the word—those who did. Yes, this would be a fitting consummation; I would do it.

      But, ah! how dim became the vision of that quiet lake on the summit of the mountain! How that vivid lightning-revelation faded into obscurity! Was Pharaoh again ascending his fatal chariot?

      The next day we started for the ascent. We determined to follow the course of the river backwards around the bend and set out from my former starting-point, as any other course might lead us into a hopeless dilemma. We had no difficulty in finding the sandy plain, and soon reached landmarks which I was sure were on the right road; but a tramp of six or eight hours—still in the road I had passed before—brought us no nearer to our goal. In short, we wandered three days in that desert, utterly in vain. My heart sunk within me at every failure; with sickening anxiety I scanned the horizon at every point, but nothing was visible but stunted bushes and white pebbles glistening in the glaring sand.

      The fourth day came,—and Herndon at last stopped short, and said, in his steady, immobile voice,—

      "Zeitzer, you must have made this grand discovery in your dreams. There is no Nile up this way,—and our water-skins are almost dry. We had better return and follow up the course of the river where we left it. If we again fail, I shall return to Egypt to carry out my plan for converting the Pyramids into ice-houses. They are excellently well adapted for the purpose, and in that country a good supply of ice is a desideratum. Indeed, if my plan meets with half the success it deserves, the antiquaries two centuries hence will conclude that ice was the original use of those structures."

      "Shade of Cheops, forbid!" I exclaimed.

      "Cheops be hanged!" returned my irreverent companion. "The world suffers too much now from overcrowded population to permit a man to claim standing-room three thousand years after his death,—especially when the claim is for some acres apiece, as in the case of these pyramid-builders. Will you go back with me?"

      I declined for various reasons, not all very clear even to myself; but I was convinced that his peculiar enticements were the cause of our failure, and I hated him unreasonably for it. I longed to get rid of him, and of his influence over me. Fool that I was! I was the sinner, and not he; for he could not see, because he was born blind, while I fell with my eyes open. I still held on to the vague hope, that, were I alone, I might again find that mysterious lake; for I knew I had not dreamed. So we parted.

      But we two (my servant and I) were not left long alone in the Desert. The next day a party of natives surprised us, and, after some desperate fighting, we were taken prisoners, sold as slaves from tribe to tribe into the interior, and at length fell into the hands of some traders on the western coast, who gave us our freedom. Unwilling, however, to return home without some definite success, I made several voyages in a merchant-vessel. But I was born for one purpose; failing in that, I had nothing further to live for. The core of my life was touched at that fatal river, and a subtile disease has eaten it out till nothing but the rind is left. A wave, gathering to the full its mighty strength, had upreared itself for a moment majestically above its fellows,—falling, its scattered spray can only impotently sprinkle the dull, dreary shore. Broken and nerveless, I can only wait the lifting of the curtain, quietly wondering if a failure be always irretrievable,—if a prize once lost can never again be found.

      AN EXPERIENCE

      A common spring of water, sudden welling,

      Unheralded, from some unseen impelling,

      Unrecognized, began his life alone.

      A rare and haughty vine looked down above him,

      Unclasped her climbing glory, stooped to love him,

      And wreathed herself about his curb of stone.

      Ah, happy fount! content, in upward smiling,

      To feel no life but in her fond beguiling,

      To see no world but through her veil of green!

      And happy vine, secure, in downward gazing,

      To find one theme his heart forever praising,—

      The crystal cup a throne, and she the queen!

      I speak, I grew about him, ever dearer;

      The water rose to meet me, ever nearer;

      The water passed one day this curb of stone.

      Was it a weak escape from righteous boundings,

      Or yet a righteous scorn of false surroundings?

      I only know I live my life alone.

      Alone? The smiling fountain seems to chide me,—

      The constant fountain, rooted still beside me,

      And speaking wistful words I toil to hear:

      Ah, how alone! The mystic words confound me;

      And still the awakened fountain yearns beyond me,

      Streaming to some unknown I may not near.

      "Oh, list," he cries, "the wondrous voices calling!

      I hear a hundred streams in silver falling;

      I feel the far-off pulses of the sea.

      Oh, come!" Then all my length beside him faring,

      I strive and strain for growth, and soon, despairing,

      I pause and wonder where the wrong can be.

      Were we not equal? Nay, I stooped, from climbing,

      To his obscure, to list the golden chiming,

      So low to all the world, so plain to me.

      Now,'twere some broad fair streamlet, onward tending

      Should mate with him, and both, serenely blending,

      Move in a grand accordance to the sea.

      I tend not so; I hear no voices calling;

      I have no care for rivers silver-falling;

      I hate the far-off sea that wrought my pain.

      Oh for some spell of change, my life new-aiming!

      Or best, by spells his too much life reclaiming,

      Hold all within the fountain-curb again!

      ABOUT THIEVES

      It is recorded in the pages of Diodorus Siculus, that Actisanes, the Ethiopian, who was king of Egypt, caused a general search to be made for all Egyptian thieves, and that all being brought together, and the king having "given them a just hearing," he commanded their noses to be cut off,—and, of course, what a king of Egypt commanded was done; so that all the Egyptian "knucks," "cracksmen," "shoplifters," and pilferers generally, of whatever description known to the slang terras of the time, became marked men.

      Inspired, perhaps, with the very idea on which the Ethiopian acted, the police authorities have lately provided, that, in an out-of-the-way room, on a back street, the honest men of New York city may scan the faces of its thieves, and hold silent communion with that

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