Sons and Lovers. Дэвид Герберт Лоуренс
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at the boy, he ran forward. Mrs. Morel sprang in between them, with her fist lifted.
“Don’t you dare I” she cried.
“What!” he shouted, baffled for the moment. “What!”
She spun round to her son.
“Go out of the house!” she commanded him in fury.
The boy, as if hypnotized by her, turned suddenly and was gone. Morel rushed to the door, but was too late. He returned, pale under his pit-dirt with fury. But now his wife was fully roused.
“Only dare!” she said in a loud, ringing voioe. “Only dare, mllord, to lay a finger on that child! You’ll regret it for ever.”
He was afraid of her. In a towering rage, he sat down.
When the children were old enough to be left, Mrs. Morel joined the Women’s Guild. It was a little club of women attached to the Co-operative Wholesale Society, which met on Monday night in the long room over the grocery shop of the Bestwood “Co-op.” The women were supposed to discuss the benefits to be derived from co-operation, and other social questions. Sometimes Mrs. Morel read a paper. It seemed queer to the children to see their mother, who was always busy about the house, sitting writing in her rapid fashion, thinking, referring to books, and writing again. They felt for her on such occasions the deepest respect.
But they loved the Guild. It was the only thing to which they did not grudge their mother—and that partly because she enjoyed it, partly because of the treats they derived from it. The Guild was called by some hostile husbands, who found their wives getting too independent, the “clat-fart” shop—that is, the gossip-shop. It is true, from off the basis of the Guild, the women could look at their homes, at the conditions of their own lives, and find fault. So the colliers found their women had a new standard of their own, rather disconcerting. And also, Mrs. Morel always had a lot of news on Monday nights, so that the children liked William to be in when their mother came home, because she told him things.
Then, when the lad was thirteen, she got him a job in the “Co-op.” office. He was a very clever boy, frank, with rather rough features and real viking blue eyes.
“What dost want ter ma’e a stool-harsed Jack on ’im for?” said Morel. “All he’ll do is to wear his britches behind out, an’ earn nowt. What’s ’e startin’ wi’?”
“It doesn’t matter what he’s starting with,” said Mrs. Morel.
“It wouldna! Put ’im i’ th’ pit we me, an’ ’e’ll earn a easy ten shillin’ a wik from th’ start. But six shillin’ wearin’ his truck-end out on a stool’s better than ten shilln’ i’ th’ pit wi’ me, I know.”
“He is not going in the pit,” said Mrs. Morel, “and there’s an end of it.”
“It wor good enough for me, but it’s non good enough for ’im.”
“If your mother put you in the pit at twelve, it’s no reason why I should do the same with my lad.”
“Twelve! It wor a sight afore that!”
“Whenever it was,” said Mrs. Morel.
She was very proud of her son. He went to the night-school, and learned shorthand, so that by the time he was sixteen he was the best shorthand clerk and book~keeper on the place, except one. Then he taught in the night-schools. But he was so fiery that only his good-nature and his size protected him.
All the things that men do—the decent things—William did. He could run like the wind. When he was twelve he won a first prize in a race—an inkstand of glass, shaped like an anvil. It stood proudly on the dresser, and gave Mrs. Morel a keen pleasure. The boy only ran for her. He flew home with his anvil, breathless, with a “Look, mother!” That was the first real tribute to herself. She took it like a queen.
“How pretty!” she exclaimed.
Then he began to get ambitious. He gave all his money to his mother. When he earned fourteen shillings a week, she gave him back two for himself, and, as he never drank, he felt himself rich. He went about with the bourgeois of Bestwood. The townlet contained nothing higher than the clergyman. Then came the bank manager, then the doctors, then the tradespeople, and after that the hosts of colliers. William began to consort with the sons of the chemist, the schoolmaster, and the tradesmen. He played billiards in the Mechanics Hall. Also he danced—this in spite of his mother. All the life that Bestwood offered he enjoyed, from the six-penny-hops down Church Street, to sports and billiards.
Paul was treated to dazzling descriptions of all kinds of flower-like ladies, most of whom lived like cut blooms in William’s heart for a brief fortnight.
Occasionally some flame would come in pursuit of her errant swain. Mrs. Morel would find a strange girl at the door, and immediately she sniffed the air.
“Is Mr. Morel in?” the damsel would ask appealingly.
“My husband is at home,” Mrs. Morel replied.
“I—I mean young Mr. Morel,” repeated the maiden painfully.
“Which one? There are several.”
Whereupon much bushing and stammering from the fair one.
“I—I met Mr. Morel—at Ripley,” she explained.
“Oh—at a dance!”
“Yes.”
“I don’t approve of the girls my son meets at dances. And he is not at home.”
Then he came home angry with his mother for having turned the girl away so rudely. He was a careless, yet eager-looking fellow, who walked with long strides, sometimes frowning, often with his cap pushed jollily to the back of his head. Now he came in frowning. He threw his cap on to the sofa, and took his strong jaw in his hand, and glared down at his mother. She was small, with her hair taken straight back from her forehead. She had a quiet air of authority, and yet of rare warmth. Knowing her son was angry, she trembled inwardly.
“Did a lady call for me yesterday, mother?” he asked.
“I don’t know about a lady. There was a girl came.”
“And why didn’t you tell me?”
“Because I forgot, simply.”
He fumed a little.
“A good-looking girl—seemed a lady?”
“I didn’t look at her.”
“Big brown eyes?”
“I did not look. And tell your girls, my son, that when they’re running after you, they’re not to corne and ask your mother for you. Tell them that—brazen baggages you meet at dancing-classes.”
“I’m sure she was a nice girl.”
“And I’m sure she wasn’t.”
There ended the altercation. Over the dancing there was a great strife between the mother and the son. The grievance reached its height when William said he was going to Hucknall Torkard—considered a low town—to a fancy-dress ball. He was to be a Highlander. There was a dress he could hire, which one of his friends had had, and which fitted him perfectly. The Highland suit came home. Mrs. Morel received it coldly and would not unpack it.
“My suit come?” cried William.
“There’s a parcel in the front-room.”
He rushed in and cut the string.
“How do you fancy your son in this!” he said, enraptured, showing her the suit.
“You know I don’t want to fancy you in it.”
On the evening of the dance, when he had come home to dress,