The Awakening of Intelligence. J. Krishnamurti
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speak about, is something like the consciousness of the child at birth.
KRISHNAMURTI: No, Sir, not at all. Let’s go slowly at this, step by step. Let’s begin again. My consciousness is the consciousness of the world. The world is me and the content of my consciousness is the content of the world. The content of consciousness is consciousness itself.
Naudé: And also that is the entity who says he is conscious.
KRISHNAMURTI: Now I am asking myself, realising I am that, what is then changed?
Naudé: What is changed which will solve these three sets of problems that are really one?
KRISHNAMURTI: What is implied by change? What is implied by revolution?—not physical revolution.
Naudé: We have gone beyond that.
KRISHNAMURTI: Physical revolution is the most absurd, primitive, unintelligent destruction.
Naudé: It is fragmentation in this consciousness.
KRISHNAMURTI: Yes.
Naudé: Are you asking what it is which will restore order to this consciousness?—an order which is whole.
KRISHNAMURTI: Can there be order within this consciousness?
Naudé: Is that the next step?
KRISHNAMURTI: That is what you are asking.
Naudé: Yes. Since we see that the disorder, which is the sorrow and the suffering, is the disorder in this indivisible consciousness, the next question must be: what are we going to do about it?
KRISHNAMURTI: Yes.
Naudé: And since there is no entity who can do something about it . . .
KRISHNAMURTI: Wait, don’t jump to that immediately.
Naudé: Because we have seen that the disorder is the entity.
KRISHNAMURTI: Do we realise that? No. Do we realise that the thinker is part of this consciousness and is not a separate entity outside this consciousness? Do we realise that the observer, seeing the content, examining, analysing, looking at it all, is the content itself? That the observer is the content?
Naudé: Yes.
KRISHNAMURTI: But stating a truth is one thing, the realisation of it is another.
Naudé: That’s right. I think we do not fully understand that there is no entity separate from this thing we are trying to change.
KRISHNAMURTI: When we talk of change it seems to imply that there is an entity separate within the consciousness, who can bring about a transformation.
Naudé: We think that somehow we can step aside from the mess and look at it and juggle with it. We always tell ourselves, “Well, I’m still here to do something about it.” And so we juggle more and more.
KRISHNAMURTI: More mess, more confusion.
Naudé: A change of decor and things get worse.
KRISHNAMURTI: The consciousness of the world is my consciousness. In that consciousness is all the content of human endeavour, human misery, human cruelty, mischief, all human activities are within that consciousness. Within that consciousness man has brought about this entity which says, “I am separate from my consciousness.” The observer there says, “I am different from the thing observed.” The thinker says, “My thoughts are different from me.” First, is that so?
Naudé: We all believe that the two entities are different. We say to ourselves, “I must not be angry, I must not be sorrowful, I must improve, I must change myself.” We are saying this either tacitly or consciously all the time.
KRISHNAMURTI: Because we think these two are separate. Now we are trying to point out that they are not separate, that they are one, because if there is no thought at all there is no thinker.
Naudé: That is right.
KRISHNAMURTI: If there is nothing observed there is no observer.
Naudé: There are a hundred observers and a hundred thinkers during the course of the day.
KRISHNAMURTI: I am just saying: is that so? I observe that red-tailed hawk flying by. I see it. When I observe that bird, am I observing with the image I have about that bird, or am I merely observing? Is there only mere observation? If there is an image, which is words, memory and all the rest of it, then there is an observer watching the bird go by. If there is only observation, then there is no observer.
Naudé: Would you explain why there is an observer when I look at the bird with an image?
KRISHNAMURTI: Because the observer is the past. The observer is the censor, is the accumulated knowledge, experience, memory; that is the observer, with that he observes the world. His accumulated knowledge is different from your accumulated knowledge.
Naudé: Are you saying that this total consciousness, which is the problem, is not different from the observer who is going to deal with it, and this would seem to bring us to a deadlock, because the thing we are trying to change is the person trying to change it? And the question is: what then?
KRISHNAMURTI: That is just it. If the observer is the observed, what is the nature of change in consciousness? That is what we are trying to find out. We realise that there must be a radical revolution in consciousness. How is this to take place? Is it to take place through the observer? When the observer is separate from the observed, then this change is merely juggling with the various contents of consciousness.
Naudé: That’s right.
KRISHNAMURTI: Now let’s go slowly. One realises that the observer is the observed, the thinker is the thought, that is a fact. Let’s stop there a minute.
Naudé: Are you saying that the thinker is the totality of all these thoughts which create the confusion?
KRISHNAMURTI: The thinker is the thought, whether it is many, or one.
Naudé: But there is a difference, because the thinker thinks of himself as some sort of crystallised concrete entity. Even through this discussion, the thinker sees himself as the concrete entity to whom all these thoughts, all this confusion belongs.
KRISHNAMURTI: That concrete entity, as you say, is the result of thought.
Naudé: That concrete entity is . . .
KRISHNAMURTI: . . . put together by thought.
Naudé: Put together by his thoughts.
KRISHNAMURTI: By thought, not “his”, by thought.
Naudé: Yes.
KRISHNAMURTI: And thought sees that there must be a change. This concrete entity, which is the result of thought, hopes to change the content.
Naudé: Itself.
KRISHNAMURTI: And so there is a battle between the observer and the observed. The battle consists of trying to control, change, shape, suppress, give a new shape, all that, that is the battle that goes on all the time in our life. But when the mind understands the truth that the observer, the experiencer, the thinker, is the thought, is the experience, is the observed, then what takes place?—knowing that there must be a radical change.
Naudé: That is a fact.
KRISHNAMURTI: And when the observer, who wants to change, realises he is part of what has to be changed ?
Naudé: That he is in fact a thief pretending to be a policeman to catch himself.
KRISHNAMURTI: Right. So what takes place?
Naudé: You see, Sir, people don’t believe this; they say, “By exercising will I have stopped smoking, by exercising will I have got up earlier, I have lost weight and I have learnt languages”; they say, “I am the master of my destiny, I can change”—everybody really